sadmachine
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- Apr 14, 2022
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So about a month ago I went on a bit of a 3 week binge with oxycodone (opioid naïve beforehand). Started off with 20mg, ended with 50mg being the sweet spot. On my last day I tried 60mg and I felt absolutely uncomfortable. For the next 2-3 days I felt extremely tired all day, no energy, little bit constipated, forced myself to go to the gym and my heart rate was 30bpm+ higher than usual. Usually sleep with the air con on during winter, for the first time ever was rugging up and blasting the heater 24/7. But worst of all was I got this really bad lower back pain (I suspect from sitting on my ass for 3 weeks straight).
Decided to be more responsible and only use the rest sparingly, once a month or so. I took a month off and my tolerance had gone down to where 30mg was the sweet spot again, but after just one use I felt all the same symptoms the next day (the aching lower back, cold, constipated, tired and low energy). Felt like I had some kind of opi hangover. So is this it for me now? Are these withdrawal symptoms that I'll get after each use now and forever? No real love lost, was a pretty underwhelming buzz, will probably give it another few good months before I have a little dabble again. Just wanted to know if this really is withdrawal because when I mentioned it to the only other person I know who is into this kind of thing he laughed it off and said 3 weeks wasn't anywhere near long enough and that I'll know when it's withdrawals because of nausea and vomiting.
Decided to be more responsible and only use the rest sparingly, once a month or so. I took a month off and my tolerance had gone down to where 30mg was the sweet spot again, but after just one use I felt all the same symptoms the next day (the aching lower back, cold, constipated, tired and low energy). Felt like I had some kind of opi hangover. So is this it for me now? Are these withdrawal symptoms that I'll get after each use now and forever? No real love lost, was a pretty underwhelming buzz, will probably give it another few good months before I have a little dabble again. Just wanted to know if this really is withdrawal because when I mentioned it to the only other person I know who is into this kind of thing he laughed it off and said 3 weeks wasn't anywhere near long enough and that I'll know when it's withdrawals because of nausea and vomiting.