Hi y'all, I'm new to this forum. Elle, from Texas. About 3 years ago I completed rehab for benzo addiction and self harm, and a bunch of other crap. I stayed clean for 3 years. The past couple of months I've been smoking weed again, and done a few lines of blow on a couple of occasions. I'm sorta caught between wanting to be sober again, and wanting to say "eff" it and just keep riding. So anyway, that's who I am. Thanks for these forums, they are great.

