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Misc Is this what ketamine does? Not sure if I took it or not..

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Bojangles69

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I've had a few experiences like 10 years ago when I was 18 and I honestly never knew whether it was real ketamine or not.
The reason I ask is because it was by far one of the best experiences of my life, someone has offered me some recently, and I'm considering picking up some.

I just want to validate though that this is what it does. Everywhere I read calls it a dissociate although I don't think I ever took enough to get to that level.

Long story short. Me and my friend were trying to buy heroin a looong time ago. He scored the day before I saw him, told me it definitely wasn't heroin cause he tried some, and from the effects he *thought it was k. I was interested, got a gram and went home to experiment.

Now, I was scared to take a lot and did a line that wasn't really a "line" but so thin it was likely = to a bumps worth. After taking it, I definitely didn't feel any opiate effects, thought it was a waste, went to bed and shut the lights off. In bed, out of nowhere my heart beat seemed to slow down to nothing.
Opiates do that to me but this was far more different. I don't remember feeling "disconnected" but I remember feeling more comfortable than I've ever felt in my life. I felt sober, but like I was floating on my sheets. And I can't recall the state to well today, but all I know is for 10 years I've always wanted to try it again.
But basically I could lay down, not blink, not move a limb, and I couldn't even really feel my heart beating. It was just total absolute calm. It was a low dose, but is this what K does?
A few days later I snorted a fatter line, then drove to the supermarket to see a friend. As I was walking down the aisle I felt drunk, and it felt like I had lost all coordination. It almost felt like the ground was quick sand and my legs would sink into it, wobble, and I had to pull them out to walk straight. I obviously realized this was an issue rather fast, told my friend I thought I was on k, and he walked me to my car and took me home. But all I can really remember from that feeling was feeling like I was drunk.
Following night took it again, but this time alone in the dark like the first time. Got that same feeling of absolute relaxation. I mean opiates make you relaxed but this was a different more intense state, yet at the same time completely peaceful.

Is this what k does? I've read experiences and see a lot of people hallucinating, or talking about how they were hearing things. I vaguely remember seeing flashes of weird white objects when I closed my eyes, but nothing I'd call a hallucination. And anothe reason I'm hesitant about it being k is people say you don't remember your k trips, but I remembered most of everything.

Another thing I noticed was when I left the k out, in 5 mins it turned into a puddle. Not sure if it was cut with something hygroscopic but I went researching ketamine and it doesn't sound like its suppose to do that. Although it could have just been w/e adulterants were in it.

I guess my main question is I don't like hallucinating or losing control over myself and screaming like a lunatic over nothing. I want to take a tiny bit from time to time before I go to bed and enjoy that absolute feeling of "relaxation". But it was a state that stayed in my mind for many years. And I always told myself "if I can get K again I'm doing it". Its just weird because when I took that phatter line (ok "phat" for what I assumed was ketamine, so still small) I just felt like I had drank 12 beers, and couldn't walk or talk and was just totally out of it. But in small doses I LOVED the stuff.

This does sound like k right? And how much for an avg 180lb male do you think leads to that druken stupor? I hated the stupor, but loved lying in bed with a small amount. Now I'm older, and know how to dose it (standardize in liquid) but how much should I take so I'm still able to function, but feeling the effects? Thanks guys!
 
It sure sounds like low doses of K to me. I used to IV 50-100mg at a time and it felt like "puesdo-space-heroin". I'd just listen to Ravi Shankhar or something and float away into the radio. K can be pretty unpredictable with it's psychedelic effects in lower doses, so I wouldn't count on it to keep you calm, but it certainly can. I really shouldn't answer all your questions on it because I mean there's probably like 100 threads on this already and back when I was doing it all the time I was really out of control.

Also, IVing it feels a lot different than IMing it.
 
We are unable to tell what you took; the only thing you can do is get a vial of ketamine, try it out, and compare it to the previous, alleged ketamine experiences you have had.

A lot of people like it though, so when I heard it was one of the best drug experiences of your life, I suspected that is what it likely was.
 
Sounds like low dose ketamine, but obviously we can't know for sure.

The experiences you have read about occur with higher doses, you have probably read about the K-hole. I loved the K-hole when I could get ketamine. I would snort a big line or two and sit back/lie down and wait to be taken to this crazy dream state. So yeah, at those sort of doses it isn't really a 'go to the supermarket' kind of drug, doesn't sounds like you had enough to get to the hole though.
 
Ya, he'd know for sure if he was stuck in the k-hole.

I like how at the right amount you can look in the mirror and talk to yourself, watching your lips move WAY OFF TRACK from the speed of the sound you make. It's like watching a kung-fu movie.
 
Thanks guys I think it had to be K I mean I don't know what else it really could have been. And I'm not sure who I'm fooling like I might actually consider not getting it, so I'll just compare once I do try it.

The drip was definitely nothing like speed or coke, I know speed burns like a mfkr and makes me tear, coke numbs and has an odor which I don't remember from that experience. I remember it was really bitter, but also clean tasting. I remember looking in the mirror and cringing my face, although it was just the bitterness, it wasn't really chemical tasting if I remember correctly.

Either way I'm excited to try it again, I'll start super low like 50mg and it'll be interesting to see if I remember the feeling. After this I won't be able to get it anymore too which is likely a good thing considering how attached I am to that specific memory.
 
Ya, it kind of tastes like soap and it doesn't hurt at all.

If you're just railing it, you'll want at least 100mg imo

-Scratch that...you're not even 100% sure what it is yet. Ya start lower.
 
Ok great thanks again guys once I do try it I'll bump this thread in a few days just so I can update what happened.
 
Ok yeh close it! I won't update if I need to say something about it I'll just make a new thread. Thanks CH!
 
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