I have been having terrible nightmares about my parents finding drugs. When I talk about my parents it makes me feel like I'm a little kid but I am not I assure you! I am a college student who lives at home with my parents and does drugs. Don't judge me! Or at least if you do, don't tell me about it 
. I gotta stop using smileys this forum is antismiley. But back to the dreams. So I have these terrible dreams that I'm snorting cocaine in my room and my mom comes in or that I'm packing a bowl or other rediculous things that would never happen and I wake up in the morning and I don't know if they are real or not so I just lay in bed and wonder about it until it dawns on me that it's 8am and I have been sleeping for the past 7 hours and that the entire situation was not possible. I know a guy who's a cook and he's really paranoid. He barricades his windows shut and moves twice a month. I bet this is what it's like to be a meth cook... Only on a smaller scale.
I have work for 3 hours. THREE HOURS.
. I gotta stop using smileys this forum is antismiley. But back to the dreams. So I have these terrible dreams that I'm snorting cocaine in my room and my mom comes in or that I'm packing a bowl or other rediculous things that would never happen and I wake up in the morning and I don't know if they are real or not so I just lay in bed and wonder about it until it dawns on me that it's 8am and I have been sleeping for the past 7 hours and that the entire situation was not possible. I know a guy who's a cook and he's really paranoid. He barricades his windows shut and moves twice a month. I bet this is what it's like to be a meth cook... Only on a smaller scale. I have work for 3 hours. THREE HOURS.
