PsychonautRyan
Bluelighter
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- Jun 4, 2012
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Hi, so I'm having a second plateau trip right now on DXM, in spite of the poor motor coordination (though obviously good enough to be typing this) right now, visual distortions and audio hallucinations (I think I'm hearing early Pink Floyd around somewhere), but I'm surprisingly lucid. I took 200 milligrams of phenylpiracetam, a nootropic, earlier in the evening, so that could be it.
Going on a tangent here, I am a relapsing alcoholic, I had several weeks of sobriety beforehand, but as I suffered setbacks, I fully-relapsed, went on a massive bender, and I'm currently taking medications for gastritis, likely induced by heavy drinking, however, even through the worst of it, I was still craving a drink and drinking to off-set the withdrawals, in spite of the vomiting, diarrhea, nausea and abdominal pain I was experiencing at the time. However, right now, the "mental obsession" of wanting a drink, as Dr. Silkworth calls it, has mostly disappeared, and I feel truly elated and serene right now.
So is it possible to have a breakthrough, spiritual experience on DXM at just the second plateau? And can I return to DXM and other psychedelics for recreational/spiritual use?
Going on a tangent here, I am a relapsing alcoholic, I had several weeks of sobriety beforehand, but as I suffered setbacks, I fully-relapsed, went on a massive bender, and I'm currently taking medications for gastritis, likely induced by heavy drinking, however, even through the worst of it, I was still craving a drink and drinking to off-set the withdrawals, in spite of the vomiting, diarrhea, nausea and abdominal pain I was experiencing at the time. However, right now, the "mental obsession" of wanting a drink, as Dr. Silkworth calls it, has mostly disappeared, and I feel truly elated and serene right now.
So is it possible to have a breakthrough, spiritual experience on DXM at just the second plateau? And can I return to DXM and other psychedelics for recreational/spiritual use?