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EyesSizeOfTheMoon

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Sorry if this is terribly long but I need to explain myself thoroughly so you guys can get understand what is going on with the whole situation. Thanks in advance :)
I went to a party with some close friends last week and let me tell you there was a lot of shit to party with up the aaasss. I've never been more exhausted in my life to tell you the truth HAH! But those are definitely memories :P

Anyways so we start out by smoking a blunt you know until our guy comes with our rolls. We all took one whole and waited til it kicked in. Then after having fun with it, it dies off and we decide to do some coke. Now I wasn't sure if it was good to even do that 'cause I've read that you can't be mixing those two together but I just decided to go for it anyways. So we snort a couple lines, and smoked some out of a cigarette (they call it a chopper. My first time doing it that night). After that my friend gets four of us some rolls cause he decided to be nice enough to let the night live on. I didn't want to anymore because I got the worst crash of life, and gave half to my other friend who wasn't going to get any anyways. The other half I kept just in case. So I slept for about an hour to two hours more or less to feel a little better while everyone else watched tv or smoked another blunt outside.

After that our friend, Smiley, told us to come over to his place across the street to hang out for a little and see what we do. They start talking about doing bars (Xanax) and stuff while we're over there and I'm just thinking oh God I'm going to die tonight because of all this mixture ha ha ha! My friend "D" buys me one because I guess I turned it down and he kept insisting. I was bored so I was like fuck it lets do it! Everyone popped two, I only popped one, and then we went out somewhere for a little to smoke a blunt and then headed back to the original place to chill out there til it was morning (it was about 9ish of the second day)

Comes morning, I drank 3 shots, popped the other half of my roll and waited. After that kicked in we partied a little more and waited til it died off. Then I did more lines and that was the end of that. All of this was in a period of three days so basically we didn't sleep at all excluding the hour I took because of my crash. Now to the point of where I'm trying to get to. Ever since Sunday I have been having this headache which I assume it was the rolls and/or coke mainly. I've been able to fall asleep super easily like for instance I would be in class, lay my head down and fall asleep within the next 3 minutes and have vivid dreams EVERY SINGLE TIME. This is really weird because usually I don't dream that much. I had a really weird one on Tuesday where I woke up to my classroom being as if the teacher turned off the lights. I looked over at my friend "A" to my left whom I was talking to before I napped and then I couldn't see her anymore cause everything got blurry. I collapsed my head onto my desk as if i died or something and I remember not being able to breathe enough. I finally looked up after that brief sleep paralysis and saw 3 people come into the room and say hi to the teacher. One of them being my friend, "J", and giving me a high five until he got blurry just like before. I collapsed again and couldn't move thinking I was definitely dying or something until BAM I woke up and saw "A" from being to my left sitting down to walking infront of me back to her desk. I asked if all of that was true and she said I was sleeping the whole time 8o

Todays Thursday and my headaches going away as the dreams but I'm still getting minor flash backs where I feel like I'm fucked up really quick (like completely full on rolling or something) and it goes away every other few minutes. Especially when I'm walking it happens. I want to know if any of this was normal due to my hard partying because I hope I really didn't do any damage to my brain. I have never done that where I stayed up for days filled up on drugs so its not like a regular thing I do...
 
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that sounds like a mix of all the drugs plus your sleep deprivation. trust me that will fuck you up like you are talking about. as for the dreams, well technically everyone dreams but some people dont remember the bulk of them. take some multi vitamins and 5htp and get plenty of sleep, food and fluids for about a week and you should be fine. if it persists definitely go see a doctor.
 
If you feel like you're in danger, go see your doctor. Everyone on here can only speculate. Personally, I think if you abstain for a couple of weeks you should feel fine.
 
I'm not your mother, but seriously man, I must advise you to be more responsible with your body and your brain, you only have one of em.
I know you probably don't wanna hear it, but man what you did was dangerous.
Take this as your brain trying to tell you not to take it for granted.
I'm glad you had fun, but next time you're put in a situation like this, I hope you'll think twice, and don't cocktail shit like that. What you did was pretty dangerous, and I really wouldn't be too surprised if this took your brain awhile to recover.

Just make sure you get as much rest as you can, eat healthy, excercise.
Just overall keep yourself healthy, and you should see improvement soon, but if you don't, like others said you must see a doctor. I hope you'll take this as a lesson though, and don't do this again. I'm sure you'll be feeling better in a few weeks.
 
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These dreams are really common when you have been using stims - loads of people talk about them and the longer you stay awake/more drugs you use the worse they become. Lots of people report nightmares, seeing people in the room with them (night terrors etc).

The headache could be a number of things but I would hazard a guess at the combination of drugs/lack of sleep being the major factor.

Take it easy, rest - if your headaches are that bad, pop to the doctors just to put you at ease.

Coke on the comedown is much safer/better than using when rolling.
 
Vivid dreams

So the past month and a half, pretty much every single night I've had extremely vivid dreams, not necessarily nightmares, but very realistic dreams, and I have never dreamed this much, it's like an every night thing. Last time I rolled was 2 weeks ago 3 pills(clean shit), then 3 weeks ago 2 pills(very clean shit), I had previously taken a 2 month break prior to that, just wondering has this happened to anyone else???thx
 
I doubt it has anything to so with MDMA but It could be. Who knows....

I know I go through moments where I barely dream and then I go for like a month straight with vivid dreams.

This has been going on my entire life
 
Yes, I'm at that same spot at the moment. I'm about 3 weeks clean after a couple month binge on pills (I'd say I rolled almost every weekend or every other weekend). Anyway, my dreams have been pretty vivid and I've been dreaming a lot more than normal.

Usually, when I come off of an ecstasy binge, it effects my dreams in one way or another. I either have no dreams (usually after a long binge where magic is completely lost and receptors totaled) or, like this time, I have heavy dreams for a certain period.

I know from reading and from experience that seratonin plays a heavy roll in sleep.
 
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