Hello All!!!
New to posting on this site have been reading post for a while now. I'm a relatively new user to mdma, maybe 5-6 times in the last year. About a month ago i decided to do a solo trip to see what i could see. The night started out with a parachute consisting of about 150-160mg of mdma powder. I live in Canada and have only ever taken the brown sugar looking gel cap version of the stuff. I have had other pills from this batch before and knew what to expect for dosage strength and usually take about 140-160mg first dose followed by a 50-60mg booster about an hour in whenever i go out to roll. Anyways, after dosing up I was coming up by t +40 and went for a peaceful yet energetic walk to the store for a slushy, this was about 11pm so it was pretty dark out. I made it to the store got my slushy and enjoyed the stroll back home. Once home and comfortable with where I was at in terms of highness, I decided to bump about 20-30mg to see where it would take me. This bump gave me the usual speedy rush that sent me into my back yard to pace around and chain smoke for about an hour but I cant be sure now exactly how long. After this I wanted to up the ante to the next level. I measured out a large bump, almost 80mg and gave it a shot. The effects were akin to a bomb going off in my brain, i felt my heart start to race and my blood pressure raise so I went outside to go for a walk around the block. This is when something I have never experienced before started to happen. Once I got outside I first noticed a very symmetric patterned appearance to the leaves on the maple tree on the front lawn, then it felt like when a movie skips a few frames, my vision would stall and then skip like I jumped a few seconds. This was unfamiliar but I wanted to see where this would go. This effect happened a dozen more times and then ceased happening. Afterwards the environment around me seemed to move in a wave like pattern like refracting through thick glass the ground as I walked would transform from flat to rolling waves. Trees seemed to take on human like shapes and would dance and sway (even though I can distinctly remember no wind that night) It was a very organic movement shifting form left to right and shrinking and growing like an inflating balloon, in sync to the music I was listening to at the time (I think I was a tiesto club mix). The rest of the night continued in this state and then tapering off to a normal mdma comedown, soft and gentle. Also note it appeared that there was a constant low fog everywhere I looked almost smokey, hazy. The following day was good and I post loaded with 5-htp and vitamins and didn't notice anything more than the occasional short lived grouchiness a few days following.
Was what I was experiencing eye wiggles or was this a strange existential anomaly? Any feedback would be awesome!
Cheers!
E
New to posting on this site have been reading post for a while now. I'm a relatively new user to mdma, maybe 5-6 times in the last year. About a month ago i decided to do a solo trip to see what i could see. The night started out with a parachute consisting of about 150-160mg of mdma powder. I live in Canada and have only ever taken the brown sugar looking gel cap version of the stuff. I have had other pills from this batch before and knew what to expect for dosage strength and usually take about 140-160mg first dose followed by a 50-60mg booster about an hour in whenever i go out to roll. Anyways, after dosing up I was coming up by t +40 and went for a peaceful yet energetic walk to the store for a slushy, this was about 11pm so it was pretty dark out. I made it to the store got my slushy and enjoyed the stroll back home. Once home and comfortable with where I was at in terms of highness, I decided to bump about 20-30mg to see where it would take me. This bump gave me the usual speedy rush that sent me into my back yard to pace around and chain smoke for about an hour but I cant be sure now exactly how long. After this I wanted to up the ante to the next level. I measured out a large bump, almost 80mg and gave it a shot. The effects were akin to a bomb going off in my brain, i felt my heart start to race and my blood pressure raise so I went outside to go for a walk around the block. This is when something I have never experienced before started to happen. Once I got outside I first noticed a very symmetric patterned appearance to the leaves on the maple tree on the front lawn, then it felt like when a movie skips a few frames, my vision would stall and then skip like I jumped a few seconds. This was unfamiliar but I wanted to see where this would go. This effect happened a dozen more times and then ceased happening. Afterwards the environment around me seemed to move in a wave like pattern like refracting through thick glass the ground as I walked would transform from flat to rolling waves. Trees seemed to take on human like shapes and would dance and sway (even though I can distinctly remember no wind that night) It was a very organic movement shifting form left to right and shrinking and growing like an inflating balloon, in sync to the music I was listening to at the time (I think I was a tiesto club mix). The rest of the night continued in this state and then tapering off to a normal mdma comedown, soft and gentle. Also note it appeared that there was a constant low fog everywhere I looked almost smokey, hazy. The following day was good and I post loaded with 5-htp and vitamins and didn't notice anything more than the occasional short lived grouchiness a few days following.
Was what I was experiencing eye wiggles or was this a strange existential anomaly? Any feedback would be awesome!
Cheers!
E
Shit gets weird when you take a lot. It can even get a tad scary/uncomfortable.
