This report i read on erowid was very interesting to me and entices me to try ketamine even more. It seems like the whole "alternate reality within this reality" is something"
Yes, at HIGH doses of ketamine, especially when it's injected, you will get that paranoid "everybody knows".. however it's more than that... you can feel the connection between everything.
It's extremely difficult to explain, however. Simply because there is no way anyone could understand it without being there themselves.
It's not a recreational or fun expereince, either. You will lose yourself and your entire world and have to figure it out with extreme paranoai within in an hour.
The only other expereince that's at all similar is 10mgs or more of 5-MeO-DMT.
" i could really enjoy about ketamine. However for some odd reason i get the idea that ketamine tripping is not this structured in its hallucinations compared to the report."
No, you will hallucinated on high doses, however, it's nothing at all like what you would experience on hallucinations. Everything becomes extremely disjointed and you are really just rying to put everything together the entire time.
In my experiences with ketamine, it really just seemed to rip reality open. I would feel extremely vunerable and feel very connected to everything. Although, at the higher doses it was difficult to telll what anything was.
And for God's sake, don't smoke cigarettes while on ketamine. Because most likely you'll be so confused you won't realize they're there and end up burning holes in your pants.
To sum up my high doses ketamine expereinces... it was like having my ego dissolved and having to put everything back within an hour.
Again, it's NOT a "fun" drug. It's just weird and extremely introspective. It can be extremely scary as you have no idea of what's going on around you. It can take you up to 5 minutes before you realize that someone had been talking to you.
The only redeeming qualities of ketamine, in my opinion, where that it made for a very introspective hour and I would usually feel a happy glow for a few days following the experience.
But I would neither promote nor condone anyone using it reasonably.
"Do you find this to be true or are the hallucinations really this "human."? Or perhaps the hallucinations are more abstract or distant from what humans do on a day-to-day basis?"
No, you won't experience "true" hallucinations. It's more like you'll see everything in frames... and you'll miss a few here and there, so it's sort of like really odd slow motion. One minute somone can be on the left of you. Then he'll be sort of fragmented. And the next thing you know he's moved to the other side of you.
Also, it's not something that's at all rewarding to do after partying at a club all night on other drugs.
Exampe: I had a friend 10 years ago who had been partying all night. We got back to his house and he started snorting 100mg lines of ketamine. And he ended up taking off his shirt and pointing to various parts of his body trying to figure out where his nose was. WEIRD.
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