Jackeh
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I'm sorry if this is in the wrong place. I thought this would be semi suited to trip reports but it isn't long enough and doesn't include much of a story.
I'm currently in the Netherlands on holiday for 10 days. A few days ago I went to a fantastic smart shop in Eindhoven where I had the choice in various products, including psilocybe truffles.
I decided to buy 15g of Psilocybe Atlantis. Grinded it up first so I wouldn't need to chew (I hate having to taste certain substances unnecessarily) and then ate them with a quick chew and swallow with some water. I also at a single cannabis brownie half an hour before this.
The brownies seemed to be weak, they didn't do much for me, even when I tried taking 2 at once a few days later. The shrooms gradually begin to kick in, I noticed slight visual distortions so I rolled a joint.
Once I had finished, I got up and decided to walk out the door. The moment I stepped out, the sentence "Everyone has their own path" implanted itself in my memory and made a huge mental impact. Suddenly there was a rush and then I felt all my anxieties, stupid worries and depression I didn't even know I had being washed away with it.
I felt like an entirely new person afterwards and the change is still being felt currently, days later.
I've heard of things like ego death before, but this didn't seem to fit the description. I didn't get a "oneness with everything" or lose my sense of self. I didn't even have to introspectively look at my problems.
It was easy. I walked out the door and BAM in a flash I was a new person. I didn't even feel like I was tripping afterwards, slight colour enhancement but no crazy stuff. I just felt happy with life.
I'm currently in the Netherlands on holiday for 10 days. A few days ago I went to a fantastic smart shop in Eindhoven where I had the choice in various products, including psilocybe truffles.
I decided to buy 15g of Psilocybe Atlantis. Grinded it up first so I wouldn't need to chew (I hate having to taste certain substances unnecessarily) and then ate them with a quick chew and swallow with some water. I also at a single cannabis brownie half an hour before this.
The brownies seemed to be weak, they didn't do much for me, even when I tried taking 2 at once a few days later. The shrooms gradually begin to kick in, I noticed slight visual distortions so I rolled a joint.
Once I had finished, I got up and decided to walk out the door. The moment I stepped out, the sentence "Everyone has their own path" implanted itself in my memory and made a huge mental impact. Suddenly there was a rush and then I felt all my anxieties, stupid worries and depression I didn't even know I had being washed away with it.
I felt like an entirely new person afterwards and the change is still being felt currently, days later.
I've heard of things like ego death before, but this didn't seem to fit the description. I didn't get a "oneness with everything" or lose my sense of self. I didn't even have to introspectively look at my problems.
It was easy. I walked out the door and BAM in a flash I was a new person. I didn't even feel like I was tripping afterwards, slight colour enhancement but no crazy stuff. I just felt happy with life.