Absolutely. Having a good support system with friends and loved ones, a good partner. Those things are so important to life. The partner is more optional but still an incredible thing to experience if you love someone deeply.
The process of getting off of crystal meth is extremely depressing and hard to go through psychologically. It’s the most psychologically addictive drug out of all the main big drugs on the street these days. People often say otherwise around these parts, because that ratio of psychological addiction is so strong compared to other drugs.. but it is physically addictive as well. Anyone who tells you otherwise is confused on how something that physically causes demyelination of your neurons, strips the white matter right off your neurons so to speak. How the fuck is that NOT a physical drug just because that damage is to a neuronal level and appears psychological in its affect?
Meth you will also go through hell wanting to sleep, can’t think, depression, weigh 3x your actual weight, diarrhea, etc. malnourished and damaged from the physical damage. Or, it can make you up and awake and going fucking crazy for days even after stopping. It’s a bizarre, mixed bag that I have experienced with this drug. A couple times I just felt fine like I’d done nothing at all and just resumed life for awhile.
Be very mindful how you consume this drug, and aware of the effects in withdrawal, both mental AND physical. Be kind to yourself. Push through. It can be done. Quitting.
Get supports wherever you can as you deal with the chaos of this life. Love and support is very important. Especially for someone who probably doesn’t feel very well, happy, and might not be capable of feeling good for awhile quitting meth. We’re all here, for instance. This is a good site.
and that nasty question is motivating me , becouse i dont want to BE toxic to People that i love ...
