I am going to sound so ignorant for asking..here goes..What is the big hype around this drug heroin..I just don't see it..a lot of my friend and people I know overdosed on the stuff,like chasing a end of a rainbow they increased doses for the feeling of the first high..I don't know how it makes u feel,what state it puts u in or why majority use it..I was hooked on codeine loved the euphoria rush and calm relaxed feeling..I weigh 49kg 1.5m tall I took bout 7 pills at once 3 times a day and loved it made life and living bearable.getting it was simple easy and so no stress of dealers..it got worse tolerance build up..started useing xanax,xoloft,serdept,valium,vicodin,treptiline among others(all at once)I have a stuborn system and yes it became harder to acquire these meds..I quit-cold turkey..(Was on the stuff 7yrs)I miss the feeling of bliss the waves that sweep over u,the calm yes hyped up energetic rush,like u can see feel hear clearly for the first time..read about Sceletium Tortuosum and Kratom.So if anyone has tried it and experienced what I'm so eagerly searching for please let me know..