Is the ratio of serotonin depletion related to the intensity & euphoria of the roll?
Explaining why I got to having what I had:
So, in my country, they've been getting the legal highs going real easy and convenient back in 2008. The dumb kids abused them freely making an ass out of our system and getting into hospitals and dying and letting themselves get addicted, so they consecutively banned the good stuff specifically, only to be followed by similar weaker shit, and this specific ban happened a bunch of times till the media cooled down about it. So now the market has gone from the delightful weed imitations like he internationally known Spice and Tribe and Pulse to some shittier but almost weed replacing herbs, to having a nasty ass only gets you stupidly grinning and nasty tasting desperate ass would rather not have smokes unless coming down on the next issue. Same went with the MDMA-likes - they banned mephedrone (the mother of it all, my first roll, crazy safe and none of the never ending self doubting and hating comedown) and then consecutively put in weaker and weaker analogues developed by the labs, boiling it down to this short lasting very mild methylone-ish shit which almost doesn't mess with your sleepability or another speedy, hard to sleep after, nasty comedowny-unless you have plenty alcohol at hand and can stomach it (i do if i have to, i will take shots of the local moonshine if there is no option, until i puke into my mouth). Now I do not know what these derivatives actually are so I can look up their exact functions but my question is:
If I got a weak ass roll, did I use up all my serotonin but managed it poorly, or actually went gentle on it and still have some left (I do according o the mild hangover)? I always get tipsy before this to get more of the let loose ness of alcohol in it, which also potentiates it for me, and drink afterwards so I can drink/smoke myself to sleep
And please don't warn me about my liver, I don't do this often
Explaining why I got to having what I had:
So, in my country, they've been getting the legal highs going real easy and convenient back in 2008. The dumb kids abused them freely making an ass out of our system and getting into hospitals and dying and letting themselves get addicted, so they consecutively banned the good stuff specifically, only to be followed by similar weaker shit, and this specific ban happened a bunch of times till the media cooled down about it. So now the market has gone from the delightful weed imitations like he internationally known Spice and Tribe and Pulse to some shittier but almost weed replacing herbs, to having a nasty ass only gets you stupidly grinning and nasty tasting desperate ass would rather not have smokes unless coming down on the next issue. Same went with the MDMA-likes - they banned mephedrone (the mother of it all, my first roll, crazy safe and none of the never ending self doubting and hating comedown) and then consecutively put in weaker and weaker analogues developed by the labs, boiling it down to this short lasting very mild methylone-ish shit which almost doesn't mess with your sleepability or another speedy, hard to sleep after, nasty comedowny-unless you have plenty alcohol at hand and can stomach it (i do if i have to, i will take shots of the local moonshine if there is no option, until i puke into my mouth). Now I do not know what these derivatives actually are so I can look up their exact functions but my question is:
If I got a weak ass roll, did I use up all my serotonin but managed it poorly, or actually went gentle on it and still have some left (I do according o the mild hangover)? I always get tipsy before this to get more of the let loose ness of alcohol in it, which also potentiates it for me, and drink afterwards so I can drink/smoke myself to sleep
And please don't warn me about my liver, I don't do this often
