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Is the only way out death?

Hey, I would also suggest Suboxone. I was using Roxi 30's/15's IV or Norco 10's/Percocet 10's by the handfull at a time, occascional IV Diludid/Morphine. If I didn't get on the Subs I know for sure I would have had some trouble,as I was in the get it get it mode all the time, and the group I was with was falling hard, I saw myself quickly falling,didn't wanna be where they were at(plus, as we know, pills habbits are PRICEY) so got on Subs. Now, I have cheated, and have been taking benzo's pretty much the whole time unprescribed(exept the first 4/5 months on Subs). So just find a Sub doc and go from there...DON'T do the benzo thing unless your Sub doctor okays it, once again, that will become just another priecy monkey on the back(although they are cheap...it start to adds up..) Now, only thing I miss is Pot. I wish my doctor was okay with that as I would like to have a joint/bowl after work at times, or with friends...but I guese pot is a no no, though I feel it would have saved me from most of my relaspes. Some doctors are okay with it some are not(same with M'done clinics with pot, some okay with it, some not). But Subs alone did help me greatly. Best of luck to ya! Let us know how it goes...
 
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Green Bean said:
I visited dr for help....he was useless. Couldn't understand how I got hooked in the first place. 'How could that be possible? ' were his words.
I sound defeatist. Maybe I am.
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I don't think you are a defeatist. After all you are here looking for help in one way or the other you know what's better for you.

I think you can do this! Start now. Freedom is worth living for!!
 
I'm still at the thinking debating stage right now.....but.......I know I don't want to live this way forever. Something has gotta give. ..
 
It's the first step, mate.
Keep going, there's a whole better life on the other side, as many here can attest to. I didnt realise the mess i was in until i was a few months clean. Cliche'd as it may sound, realising your addiction is a problem is really important.
 
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