HI everybody,
I'm 32 old male. Six months ago, it was the first and only time I tried Ecstasy. I’m not going to describe my sensations, since they were completely in line with the web description, however stronger than I expected. No negative side effects first time, no depression, etc. On the contrary, I felt really fine the first two months after trying it: stunning working ability, no brain-fog, good mood etc. Problems (although, this word is too strong) began later, 3 months thereafter. I started noticing problems with memory and concentration. Could not remember some things I always remembered: titles of movies, books, names of actors; my ability to learn new information got worse than usual. Also, it must be said that prior to trying E, I underwent a minor course (2 months) of Escitalopram (SSRI) and stopped about a 10 days before E.
A nuisance is also that I'm not sure if it was exactly the "original" exctasy (MDMA+speed)? It was a purple color pill about 4 mm diameter and a star was embossed thereon. By the look of things it could be MDA or... whatever.
Please give me answers:
Is my situation unique?
How to make sure the cognitive ability to recover faster, how long after E does it usually take to happen?
What is the safest E, in your opinion, I heard that a number of new kinds have emerged (4-EMC, 4-MEC, 5-APB, 5-IT and many others)?
P.S. I excuse for my English, it's not native for me.
I'm 32 old male. Six months ago, it was the first and only time I tried Ecstasy. I’m not going to describe my sensations, since they were completely in line with the web description, however stronger than I expected. No negative side effects first time, no depression, etc. On the contrary, I felt really fine the first two months after trying it: stunning working ability, no brain-fog, good mood etc. Problems (although, this word is too strong) began later, 3 months thereafter. I started noticing problems with memory and concentration. Could not remember some things I always remembered: titles of movies, books, names of actors; my ability to learn new information got worse than usual. Also, it must be said that prior to trying E, I underwent a minor course (2 months) of Escitalopram (SSRI) and stopped about a 10 days before E.
A nuisance is also that I'm not sure if it was exactly the "original" exctasy (MDMA+speed)? It was a purple color pill about 4 mm diameter and a star was embossed thereon. By the look of things it could be MDA or... whatever.
Please give me answers:
Is my situation unique?
How to make sure the cognitive ability to recover faster, how long after E does it usually take to happen?
What is the safest E, in your opinion, I heard that a number of new kinds have emerged (4-EMC, 4-MEC, 5-APB, 5-IT and many others)?
P.S. I excuse for my English, it's not native for me.
