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Is rolling "like being a kid again?"

I've never felt like a kid. I don't giggle on E, I don't act stupid. Sure, everyone gets hit with the case of the uglies when rolling, but that's the only thing that even comes close to being a kid: the ugliness. Because kids are the devil. Should all be sacrificed to Moloch. It just makes you feel euphoric and all touchy feely, and makes you sweat like a stuck pig. That's it.
 
"I think, "being a kid again" is a fairly accurate analogy. More over, a kid with severe ADHD. " LOL.. I read the title of the thread and that was about my 1st thought.. hahalike a kid that talks to you about 2 inches from your face and is 1/2 unintelligeable sp?.

"A small child has little to no inhibitions, and says what he feels like saying at that instant without hesitation, just like when you're rolling."
Yep I feel like that when I'm rolling.. with 10x the intensity and energy.
 
I totaly agree, it is definatly like an ignorant childhood bliss state.

I mean like, youll be walking around a park for example, picking random things up and having more fun than youve ever had before over nothing. - Tell me if young kids these days dont do that :D
 
i would totally agree. toys are fascinating, touch is magical, you have that childlike curiosity about everything again.
 
I would say yes, but you're still not completely uninhibited like you might have been as a young child. I've never been able to complete "let go" whenever I'm rolling. But yes - I think it helps you see past some of the bias that you might have been imparted with as an adult and live, at least for one night, with a bit more of a carefree attitude than you would normally.
 
when i started rolling everything felt like it was being done for the first time. everything i did was fun like dressing up, going to the bathroom, eating candy. pleasure enhancer
 
I can see why people would say that. MDMA does sort of give everything around you a certain wonder and excitement to the things around you. I've found that when I'm rolling, even things that I would normally find stupid or irritating become beautiful and interesting (namely people...I find that I can tolerate and even enjoy the company of people that I normally can't stand when I'm rolling).

But at the same time, I have a tendency to get all introspective and philosophical while rolling, which I don't associate with being very child-like.
 
shroomster said:
I think, "being a kid again" is a fairly accurate analogy. More over, a kid with severe ADHD.

This thread reminds of EDC of this year; on the stairwell leading from the Main Stage to the smaller stages, people had a hard time not stopping for conversation, or to look at the stage, or passing lights, which in turn led to mass overcrowding. People were walking all over each other! It was hilarious from a distance.
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Haha, I was totally one of those people. I couldn't make up my mind if I wanted to be down by the main stage in the crowd of people, or up in the stadium looking down on it all, so instead I spent most of my time trying to get back and forth.
 
The first time I guess it was kind of like being a kid again and at times acid makes me feel like a kid but a very psychologically fucked up but happy kid.

Now because the most likely place ill be taking MDMA is at a rave it feels like what I thought being an adult would be like when I was a kid.
 
More like an orgasm from head to toe, last about 2 min, when wakin up from a nice blowup ie.... vics, glowstix, menthol cigs, and some hard ass house musiccccc
 
I don't know. I think about my life alot when I do E. I think more about my early relationships (15 to 16 years old) and I am constantly bombarded by memories of the first *good* sex I ever had.

When I do mushrooms I think about my childhood alot and I feel like I have the same kind of innocence as a child... sort of. I have no feelings of sexuality, I doubt I could have sex if I tried on mush.
 
There was a time where I thought about dressing up like a kid while I was rolling.. damn my mind was in another dimension
 
A group of friends, myself included, played in a city park on the kids equipment one night. One of my most memorable and fun rolls I ever had. I can still remember lying on the merry go round and looking up through the trees. Ah.....memories
 
I dunno about E making me feel like a kid again, but LSD has an aspect to it that cries out "this must have been what it was like when I was young, everything is so new/amazing...its like living your life for the first time, over and over"

and that feeling is what keeps bringing me back to good ol' lucy...
 
Its an experience with substance, witch you have intimate personal relationship beyond your everyday average experience.
SHAZAM!
 
drkzk said:
I didn't believe in love before I tried e.
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its funnny you say that, because me n my bf told eachother we <3'd eachother on ecstacy, when they say your feelings come out smacked, they sure the fuck do mean it XD<3
 
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