Im afraid to be addictive to nicotine again.
I stopped smoking at 18yo,smoked 2 years.
Now Im 29 and smoked cigarettes the first time last week.
On new years eve I smoked also.
Now I have the urge to smoke sometimes, today I smoked again, was asking strangers for cigarettes.
Actually I hate smoking, the smell and Im quite penibel with my teeth.
But now Im kind of afraid to fall into dependency.
I took things in my life like smoking meth, xtc, cocaine whatever.
Maybe this sounds funny to you but Im seriously afraid to fall into nicotine addiction.
I smoked like maybe 5-8 cigarettes during one week, well but what can i say
When I smoked with 16 it was like I do it because my friends have done it, so quitting was actually easy.
But now smoking gives me some relieve

I stopped smoking at 18yo,smoked 2 years.
Now Im 29 and smoked cigarettes the first time last week.
On new years eve I smoked also.
Now I have the urge to smoke sometimes, today I smoked again, was asking strangers for cigarettes.
Actually I hate smoking, the smell and Im quite penibel with my teeth.
But now Im kind of afraid to fall into dependency.
I took things in my life like smoking meth, xtc, cocaine whatever.
Maybe this sounds funny to you but Im seriously afraid to fall into nicotine addiction.
I smoked like maybe 5-8 cigarettes during one week, well but what can i say

When I smoked with 16 it was like I do it because my friends have done it, so quitting was actually easy.
But now smoking gives me some relieve

