JWills20, why exactly are you promoting occasional Mdma use? Is it so that you can keep up your own rolling habit without worrying about fucking your mind? You sure enough sound like an addict in denial to me. I know it's a great time and all, but that dirty drug fries your brain. You are seriously downplaying the risks. Picking a knife up in a kitchen, or eating fast food, is much different than making the unnecessary choice to use an unregulated black market chemical that comes from some criminals dirty den and is obviously toxic to some extent. The criminal has an open black market to take advantage of, and all they care about is selling the drugs. It is NEVER pure, even shit that passes the reagent tests could easily have been tampered with. Cutting the drugs increases profit without raising the risks, absolutely every drug dealer scum will be doing this because they are risking a jail sentence to get you the drugs. And it is never going to be legalized, these risks will never go away.
You can pick apart my argument all you want, but at the end of the day what is going to happen? You are going to go out there, find some greasy criminal to buy a dirty pill off, reagent test it so that you can convince yourself it is 'safe', then go out on the town and blow your brain cells to smitherines, risking permanent changes to your mind. In your own mind you'll be king of the heavens but others will just see you as sweaty high fucker. Just what the fuck is the point of promoting this kind of immature, dangerous, pointless, and foolish self abuse?
When you take Mdma, you are putting trust in the criminal cooks, all the drug dealers through which it passed hands, and the science of Mdma which generally points to it being fairly risky and untrustworthy. You are also choosing to ignore all the horror stories. Many people have suffered long term comedowns from very limited Mdma use. They are begging for mercy and have no idea what to do. Are you exempt from this risk because you take precautions and use it once per month? Fuck, no, you're the same species. You are literally putting your entire life as you know it on the line in order to get high, with the awareness that permanent negative changes to your body are in fact definitely going to happen whether you notice it or not, how is that ever worthwhile? It sounds like you have an ego problem. Why do you feel such a need to support the sellers of hard drugs when this terrible industry is the result of multiple innocent deaths, cases of permanent brain damage, and overdoses each year? By taking the drug, you are becoming a link in this brutal chain of suffering. Respectable individuals keep away from this dirty industry of death, let alone try and convince others that it is ok to dive into. I personally think that in the case of Mdma, moderators should be doing everything they can to convince others that the risks in every case outweigh the benefits in terms of using this trash, and if they are here to help people get high on Mdma, then bluelight is not serving a positive purpose because even with the knowledge of harm reduction you are playing with fire when you take Mdma. Some people get completely swept up by it whether they were planning to or not, it's called a honeymoon phase but really it's just addiction at a lower frequency of use than is typical with drugs but a higher rate of damage. I have seen it happen time and time again. In fact I would say that an initial period of overuse is typically what occurs. And the experience is so incredibly powerful and amazing that even having it a handful of times is likely to cause problems down the road and for some once is all it takes, besides the fact that many people choose to make a habit out of it at the highest possibly socially acceptable frequency of use among users of once per month.
Many years ago when I was younger and dumber I went through grams upon grams of pure, crystal Mdma and it was absolutely the most wonderful period of my whole entire life because the drugs really do feel that good in the short term and they really do help you to open up emotionally to others and to yourself in the short term as well. But there are long term effects of this, when everything is said and done you shall see. Not a single user escapes the consequences of their hit of heavenly bliss. At the end of the day they will make you more anxious, antisocial, dumb, and possibly worse. It began with overuse but after the honeymoon period (the period where you are so in love with the experience that you are blind to the risks of it) I started to take it within reason. Before I knew much about this stuff I used to take it multiple times per week, in massive whopper doses, dropping and sniffing it into the next day, and it was certainly not methylone. I literally had a lifetime worth of awesome good times in one year. I totally came out ok, or so it seems. I don't trust that this is so, I might be missing a part of my brain for all I know. When I truly sit down and analyze myself, some very negative subtle changes have occurred that are obviously a result of the Mdma experience as they are the antithesis of it. I wish I never used, and I have been one of the relatively lucky ones. My abuse was hardly intense compared to some, I've taken the substance maybe 30 times in my life. It ended up being more than enough. I do not have a picture perfect view of the internal workings of my body. However, I have been out of the scene for years, and once you completely stop taking Mdma it will give you a new perspective on your history with it.
I guess I've sort of realized that this isn't actually a harm reduction forum. The moderators are current users of hard drugs themselves! Just where is the sense in that? And your opinion goes to show that you don't even understand or have that much experience with Mdma and it is obviously skewed due to the fact that you are still indulging in the heavenly bliss. Back when I was still a user, I would have ranted and raved about how Mdma is a Godsend and everyone should try it. Just look at my username. If you knew what was truly up, then your opinion would be different. You would be urging others to stay away. The best type of mod, would be a burnout. I guess I've realized that I dislike it here, this website is full of drug abusers in denial. That's the whole point of it, to encourage people to continue using brain destroying drugs in a way that minimizes the damage. A much better idea is to never even touch the stuff to protect your body and mind from such obvious threats and that is what we should be drilling into the mind of each unfortunate user so that nobody ruins their life. These people who get fucked over by limited Mdma usage are worth a damn. They were functional human beings who are no longer so. I just don't vibe with people who are smart enough to be aware of what they are doing and are willing to support violent crime and take disgusting, dirty and highly addictive street chemicals that have a horrible impact on our society as well as the human body for the selfish purpose of personally getting a high when there is ongoing extreme suffering in the world due to the popularity of the drug. As an ecstasy user you are no better than the cocaine users who are a prerequisite to the thousands upon thousands of drug murders that happen in the southern half of this continent by creating the demand, when they could just give the fucking coke a rest. Even if it is primarily the laws at fault every user and their bank account plays a part. Or are you into that shit too? It's another one that feels like heaven, is utter shit for the body, involves dangerous cutting agents, has horrible societal consequences, makes you feel cool and as a euphoric ego booster makes it easy to be in denial about your use - you might like it.