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If you have recovered from an anxiety disorder from previous drug use, I haven't anything for just over 14 months now due to an anxiety disorder caused by meth and mdma abuse.. I have been clean for a while now...my question is has anyone gone thru the same thing and is it safe to try a pill again say half at a time...or will I get a relapse??
 
I have no doubt it would be a huge mistake.

A good friend of mine had a problem similar to yours that was brought on by abuse of grass. We went out one night and he took a single pill of clean mdma. I took my usual 2 and was buzzing.

Within 40 mins he was an absolute blithering mess and caused me to come down instantly and have to spend the evening trying to snap him out.

mdma and anxiety problems are a bad mix.
 
MazDan said it right. Nothing but bad will come from picking up your old habits IMO.
 
hmm, had ur mate still had his anxiety problems when he took it tho? I have been off my meds for about 4 months now and back to normal. surely a half wont hurt if I have a good healthy meal b4 I head out but yes the thing im scared of is getting a panic attack
 
If you can get past the come up it will be a great time. But the come up is where anxiety may arise. Also if you are trying to use mdma normally anxiety issues will definitely return in some form or become worse.
 
F1n1shed -

Have u been thru the same thing urself? I did try a herbal E when I was in amsterdam recently for a holiday it worked but it wasnt rlly my thing...I dont want to abuse it like i used to but it wud be great to do it every once in a while, my plan was to try a half after a few drinks (that way il feel more relaxed and confident) see how it goes if all goes well i wud take the other half a bit later
 
If you have recovered from an anxiety disorder from previous drug use, I haven't anything for just over 14 months now due to an anxiety disorder caused by meth and mdma abuse.. I have been clean for a while now...my question is has anyone gone thru the same thing and is it safe to try a pill again say half at a time...or will I get a relapse??

I was heavily addicted to MDMA between the ages of 13 - 16 years of age. I was doing it every day. I stopped when I was 16 because of a couple issues I had resolved. I was clean two years. When I was 18, I got some e with my tax return to take with my gf. It felt almost like my first time all over again. I was literally rolling on the floor. Fast forward four years. I managed to get my MDMA use under control again about two years ago after a week long binge during christmas holiday.

These days I can do MDMA on occasion -- mainly from loss of magic. It COULD be that you won't relapse and you'll have control over it. The chances are much greater, though, that if you loved it to death before you'll still love it to death no matter what -- like me =)
 
AylaV -

hahaha nice story there! Well adding up all the responses its a bout a 50/50 chance of what I should do...and when I said relapse I meant I hope I dont get a relapse of panic attacks all over again from this half of a pill!! I have resolved that issue for quite sumtime now but yes I do miss the occasional E ;p
 
Wait, so you had an MDMA abuse problem and you are asking if taking MDMA will make you relapse? I wouldn't advise trying it at all, but if you do, start small and be careful.
 
well being young and all I would do it every weekend, I did ice also which was a big no no..I dont do anything now and im just wanting to b able to do a pill every now and then ... and not wanting to get pnic attacks again so im 50/50 thanks anywayz guys!
 
I have an anxiety and panic disorder and MDMA gave me NO anxiety. However, when you are coming down, you may experience anxiety. My suggestions is to have some Benzo's handy for the come down and the morning after.
 
I did MDMA yesterday after being clean for 6 years, I abused amphetamines/MDMA when I was around 18. I also am a very anxious person although I would not say it is a diagnosable disorder.

Anyways, I took 1, the redosed with 0.5 after a couple of hours or so. Overall it was a very nice experience, although perhaps not the full magic of the beginning, but still an extremely euphoric and enjoyable experience. That being said, during the comedown I did feel quite anxious and had to smoke weed to deal with that. It also made me want to have some alcohol to calm down, which I didn't because I don't like the idea of mixing it.

I can understand the fear of relapse. I had bought 3 pills...after my roll I threw the other 1.5 in the garbage to prove to myself that I didn't need to abuse this substance like I used to. The safest decision is probably to never try it again, but if you do try it just be safe, test if you can, low dose, and supplement with antioxidants/5-HTP
 
If MDMA was a factor in causing your anxiety disorder, I would definitely avoid using it again. Even if only once in a while, you never know when it could be triggered and come back. Not worth it!
 
thanks everyone you have been most helpful!! what is this 5-HTP ?? Ive been hearing about it alot is it a natural supplement ?
 
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