Wow blight that was pretty graphic yet hilarious and disturbing at the same time. However, everything he is saying is completely true. If you're tweaking on crystal, you really need to consider what you're doing when you have sex. I know that when I abused my dexedrine I could last for hours, and would need a fuckload of lube to keep going otherwise I think her vagina may have been torn to shreds. However, as you progressively get deeper and deeper into your amphetamine you'll start noticing that your penis will become flaccid more easily (I mean much more easily) and you will start to last lesser and lesser. And oh boy, when you come off the meth - good luck having sexual relations for the next month or so. You'll ejaculate pretty much as soon as you hit the vagina. I know I've experienced this numerous times and its really degrading and a bit embarrassing. The same goes for opiates.
Yes, this was a surprising irritation. An excellent justification for long sessions of depravity was the idea that practice could help sober sessions and methods for extending beyond 30 seconds could be learnt. I have written a whole ton on methods and positioning for best results i wanted to post at some point (but thought i would be considered wierd-er), but everything you learn has no impact on a sober penis at all. When tested it just lies there limp and confused and you just feel guilty and shameful like just you molested a mentally challenged child that didnt even realize what was happening.
Everything changes from sober to high. Its like you have a new genital system with fundamentally different non human methods of operation. I think the stimmed penis is actually a state of conveniently desirable but totally broken and misfiring human flesh in a state of extreme physical distress which is supported by the totally incorrect symptom of regular urination instead of the correct reaction. So broken its quite literally pissing itself.
Its so confused it doesnt even know that its been mishandled enough tear apart or break and thus the increased resistance to physical harm i made note of. Like a mindless crazed psychotic manifesting extra super strength that should not be logically possible when comparing to what actual physical attributes should allow.
Hell i even hoped though that somehow your little guy could somehow learn itself how to go longer through regular training and repetition since this works with less intelligent animals that are not even physically attached to a human brain, like your guy is.
Unfortunately this is not the case and things end rather rapidly. I suspect the reason is that it was in fact learning from your training as you had hoped, but the takeaway was that the torture and pain during sessions usually ends in close proximity to orgasm so logically to protect itself and its master from harm, this result needs to be achieved as fast as possible to minimize the damage.
It seems I totally underestimated the little bastard and i cant even argue the logic or correct the assumptions as it would be like telling your own child he needs to be pimped out and abused painfully for extended periods of time cause it makes daddy feel so good in his special place. Totally outwitted and shamed by your own flesh and blood.
Anyways, the point i think was that no real benefits to sexual prowess can be taken across from the high to a sober state and its very likely this is for the best somehow but still a damn shame.