Hi guys,
I ve recently posted a thread asking how to make the most out of morphine pills (ignored by you heartless bastards
) and I ve checked BL for older posts on this issue and it seems that for many people morphine, at least the morphine sulfate I m dealing with, has little to no recreational value. Is it really so even in your experience, and if so why you reckon? It depends on the person or there s some science behind it? Or am I doing something wrong ? Opioids ( H, oxys, heck even codeine) generally make me euphoric and nodding, with morphine I ve no euphoria, no nodding, it just helps with coke comedowns and with the mild H withdrawal I was having ( I ve spent the last two weeks smoking some pretty shitty H down in Italy), I was really expecting something more from a substance that is supposed to be one of the strongest opioids around....
Okay, so here's what you do. Especially with those MST continus pills that clog up when they hit water. (You can find a more detailed description of this online, it was either on bluelight or on another online drug forum, can't remember. But enough googling will get you there.)
- You take 2 spoons. Use an alcohol swab on both. Wait for the alcohol to dry as much as possible, so the spoons aren't wet when you start.
- Put the pill (or part of the pill) in one spoon, carefully. Crush the pill (or part of a pill) woth the other spoon (be careful not to go too fast cuz some crushed pieces can fly out otherwise). Crush the pill into as fine a powder as your patience allows.
- Take some store-bought baking soda, and sprinkle it on top of the crushed pill. The way i've done this is just by eyeballing as large a pile of baking soda as the size of the crushed pill powder. Then mix that shit (gently!).
- Then, squirt in water. I use lukewarm tap water. This will cause the baking soda to fuck with the water's pH immediately when the water touches the mixture.
- Now you gotta be pretty quick. Within 10-30sec of squirting in the water, you wanna sprinkle in citric acid (i bought mine from a pharmacy, it's in crystal form). I'll explain the amount of citric acid you need to use later.
This will cause a fun reaction, it'll start bubbling and foaming quite a lot. I never use more than 2ml of water in a single spoon, and i don't add too much citric acid at once so the reaction doesn't cause the mixture to bubble over.
This seems to cause 2 things. Either one, or both of these things will cause a good chunk of the morphine trapped in the extended release matrix to be released.
The first one is that the mixture's pH is rapidly changed. From my amateur research, i've read that the type of extended release matrix used in MST Continus morphine pills doesn't handle rapid changes of pH very well at all.
The second thing here is the bubbling reaction. I have no concrete data on this, but i'm pretty sure that this also contributes a bit to the gelled matrix getting broken down.
- In either case, at this point you'll be left with a lightly carbonated mixture (bc citric acid, when mixed with baking soda, does a reaction which produces H2O and CO2) of loose morphine, the gelling agents (though they tend to break down a LOT, so it'll look more like some kind of watery, white organic residue), and water.
- Now, unless you know precisely the concentration of your citric acid and baking soda, as well as the proper chemical ratio of both at which the pH is precisely the same as water (which you should probably research if you're gonna do this), you might have to deal with discomfort or burning at the injection site, if the pH is still off.
You can get better at how much of the chemicals you add over time, bc it is absolutely possible to hit that sweet spot where they totally neutralize eachother.
Generally, if there's any salt-looking shit left at the bottom of the spoon, you added too much of either one. You can add some citric acid and see if it fizzes. If yes, then add tiny (and i mean TINY, well, at least if you're using high concentration crystal citric acid) pinches of citric acid, and when the water stops fizzing, stop adding more. If you tried addin a little citric acod and the mixture didn't start fizzing and bubbling any more than it already is, then try adding tiny amounts of baking soda in the same way, until the thing stops fizzing.
- Now, you gotta wait a little bit until the CO2 gas leaves your little fizzy drink. There doesn't tend to be a lot if you wait even just a minute or two, and though it might not be healthy to inject something with tiny CO2 bubbles in case you're inpatient, i've done it and it's caused me no noticeable health issues so far. Still, i heavily recommend waiting the air bubbles out *before* you put that shit into a syringe. But if you're inpatient, you might feel your asshole ticking a bit, and your lungs will start feeling like you need to exhale. It's weird, but that goes away within 15 sec of injection max.
- Now, filter, draw it up, shoot. Remember to BE SURE that you're using good micron filters. Don't cigarette filter this shit EVER, you don't wanna find out what happens when some cellulose gum gets into your veins.
I've used the little green european circle-shaped sterifilts (which say to eliminate 90% of all particles latger than 5um, and 93% of all larger than 10um), and so far i haven't gotten an aneurysm.
They're definetly not the best possible filters, so go for even better and more precise ones if possible. And i'd say not to risk it at all if you don't have access to filters AT LEAST as good as the ones i've described, since i feel like even they are a dangerous gamble. Again, you don't want cellulose gum in your veins to necrotize a chunk of your spine muscle... or wherever else all the trash in your veins is carried to.
Note, this obviously isn't the safest thing out there. But, it *will* cause like 90+% of the morphine that was in the pill to get dissolved into the water, whereas in my experience with MST Continus pills, if you don't do this whole song and dance, only 5-10% of the morphine would get dissolved into the water no matter what you do to it - short of doing this method, of course
Also for the perfectionists, this method is obviously *quite* janky, and i'm sure there's room for improvement and higher efficiency and whatnot. But personally, this way works well enough *by far*, to the point where i feel no need to refine this method any further, at least for my personal purposes. This all might sound very obscure, but it has suited me well.
