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Miscellaneous Is it just me? my brain fried? I only have "ugly visuals" from DMT now, is it bad quality or my brain? tried like 10 different sources

yoyoman

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Back in 2005-2006 I used to extract tons of DMT for my own / friend personal use. I remember the best experience was the first time, taken orally with MAOI.

Then after using a lot of it over like a year, I started getting "bad bark" - i was sending it to a chemist friend for LCMS analysis and at the beginning, was 99.9% pure DMT. Then started to be more like 95% or between 90-99%

I just couldn't get it good enough, even if just 1% jungle spice or weird compounds, that was enough to ruin the trips.

I gave up for years. Anyways, I have spent too much money over and over trying to find DMT vapes that are decent, and I did find one specific vendor who had the good stuff. Been too afraid to go hard though due to scary trips I had from the crappy stuff back in the day.

Anyways its just weird - i have a dmt vape from the same good vendor, and like a dozen crap ones i threw out from other vendors. But even the "good" kind is giving me those UGLY visuals, so its like i don't even want to inhale a big hit :( I mean what is going on? Is it my brain ? Every other psychedelic has the same effects as it used to.. and does not have this problem. ONLY DMT ever has such weird problems At this point I doubt i'll ever get to experience hyperspace.

I actually have a gram of DMT freebase from the same vendor that has or usually has the good vape devices, its not pure white like how mine was back in the day but I can recrystallize it.

I am wondering - if younger people who are trying DMT just think that this crappy version of the trip is the trip - but is it really inferior DMT, or is it my brain.. is what i would like to know
 
It certainly has something to do with the purity I noticed the same. But I also noticed that if you have lots of trips with DMT then you “ruin” it and you tend to get dark scary trips
 
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what goes into the mind is mental content.
each moment mental content becomes a memory pattern
memory patterns are reactivated by new mental content if familiar in some way.

if your memory fills up with ugly, then ugly comes out of memory when something familiar is encountered.
 
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