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is it bad for a persons first expierence on e to be a strong dose??
(im sorry if this is confusing im always confusing myself but please read on if you can bear it.)
my first pill was a molly i paid a couple dimes for, expensive shit but they were worshipped by all
the pill was a normal sized capsule that appeared completely full of grayish almost tannish cystals, but when tapped you can tell its a little over 2/3 full
i bought one capsule cause i wasnt into doing e, but i knew that pure molly isnt too bad for you, and i could always get rid of it if i pussied out
i ended up taking it and i rolled utter redicuously
i rolled so hard doing nothing but sitting on a couch getting lightshows, rubbing the sofa, drinking ice water, and listening to good EDM
i was actually hallucinating very much (talking to people who werent there, seeing cartoons appear 2D on the floor, seeing microscopic valleys and hairs on my skin, etc.)
well i knew right away after i rolled it either had RC's of some sort in it, or a good dose of MDA, so i asked about the contents
i mean i was miles deep man, so deep i closed my eyes and could make myself go as deep into space as i wanted, i was a ball of energy at the edge of the universe looking back for a few minutes i was tripping so hard
i was told by a few it was mda, and i wouldnt doubt it but you never know
i do know it was the craiziest roll ive ever had and no pressed tabs, no matter how strong, can get even close
so i was wondering if i rolled so hard cause it was my first time, or because a pill filled that much with pure molly is too strong
cause ive seen other mollies that looked to have 1/3 of the contents in them

so should i worry about trying to roll that hard off of 1 or 2 pressed tabs, or should i just assume it was a fat dose of MDXX and i wont even get close to that feeling again unless i get that much MDXX in me as that molly had??

omg i hope i dont piss everyone off with this confusing pointless thread, i just really want someones advice
 
I disagree. When you first start taking ecstasy, you should take the smallest dose possible to achieve the desired affects. My first few times I did not get floored and I enjoyed it immensely! Once you start taking heroic doses, your tolerance goes up and you won't enjoy low dose experiences as much. Most everybody loses the magic after a while and there is no need to rush it.
 
idk if you were seeing shit my guess is it was sometype of hallucinogen besides mdma, either mda or 2cx or something. on mdma the most you will get is trails and shit like that. i cant imagine talking to someone who isnt there on mdma..no matter how strong.

and yeah the more you get off the smaller dose the better. big doses = tolerance and loss of magic until you give it a long break.
 
is anyone sure that MDMA or MDA cant cause the type of hallucinations i was describing, stuff like seeing cartoons in walls, people appearing in thin air, hearing people and having conversations with them, closing my eyes and being able to draw pictures in my brain and feel like its real
believe that even mdma can cause severe dellusions, because ive seen planty of people do some weird things on pokeballs, which is mainly what everyone eats in my area
and i believe pokeballs dont have any crazy hallucinogens in them, i dont even recall any pokeballs even tested to contain MDA, only MDMA ( but im not claiming it to be true)
ive seen people trip out like just from pokeballs loke one of my friends spent about half an hour staring into the blank tv with a xbox 360 remote thinking hes playing COD on only 1 and a half pokeballs
and another friend who was actually playing COD on 3 1/2 pokeballs started having a bad trip thinking he was in a warzone getting shot at
and ive also seen my friend in one night try to sit on atleast 5 chairs and result in falling on their butts
and the same kid falling on invisible chairs almost started crying when he thought his dad showed up at the party and he was busted, but the dad wasnt there
the same kid also double dropped yellow star pokies that night and came at me when he started to level out around the end of the night, he ran towards furiously yelling that i put something in the water i had been feeding him all night (the water i took so long trying to convince him to take sips of occaisonly cause he was rolling so hard he was either fainting or blackig out) cause he said he felt too out of it(i ended up convincing him we are actually friends and i was helping him out, but it took a minuet)

also, like i said how my friend was either fainting or blacking out from double dropping, which is it?
is he fainting or blacking out or something else??
he went from looking like he was rolling balls, to looking sick and nauseace, and he started swayying so my friend grabbed him and the kid went limp
so we put him on the ground sitting down against the wall, and his eyes closed and when security opened his eyes they were completely rolled back
after a few minuets of chanting his name trying to get him snapped out of it before we went to plan b (calling for medical advise) he opened his eyes, looked around and jumped in the dancefloor for his sickest stomping of the night, he almost killed some chick and hit a few of them in the face on the way, he doesnt even remember most of that night
 
MDA certainly can cause hallucinations - the problem is you didnt test your gear so you really dont know what you took.

Chasing such a high from another drug can be pretty dangerous as you could always feel the need to take one more pill just to try and get that high again.
 
I have had many hallucinations on Molly it's pretty normal with high doses, but my suggestion is to take as little as possible so ur tolerance doesnt go through the roof and you lose the magic within a few months like i did :(
p.s. you will never roll as good as u did the first time. Don't chase the dragon because you will never catch it.
 
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