Sorry first time I live in an apartment and there's a little lawn in front of my building, which I don't think would look weird if I sat out there but maybe a sounder mind could offer some advice? I'm just a really big hippie and want to touch grass
You've probably already come down but next time just go outside. MDMA is nothing like for instance alcohol or something, you are completely in control. Don't worry about looking weird, don't worry about anything for the moment :D just make sure nobody is around that can't know you're rolling.