Putting your money where your mouth is is hard whether or not you're on drugs; I'd simply appreciate the chance you've had for them to demonstrate their good intentions and leave it at that.
As for it being fake, is everything that a person says when they're in a good mood fake? When a child says "I love you, daddy!" after you buy them an icecream cone, is it because they really do or because they're just reacting to the sudden euphoria of ice cream? I'm not saying that they necessarily do...it's a hard question to answer, but I do believe that MDMA doesn't magically makes you into a complete liar. Stretching the truth, perhaps, but not outright lies.
Also, I've been at work for more than 24 hours at this point, so I apologize if the above was incoherent or seemed unusually gruff.
EDIT: Oh, and LSD eventually peters out too, at least for me...you have to feed the drug experiences with reality and make an effort to integrate them, otherwise they're all going to seem like they take place in hollow cartoon worlds.
Nice post.Putting your money where your mouth is is hard whether or not you're on drugs; I'd simply appreciate the chance you've had for them to demonstrate their good intentions and leave it at that.
As for it being fake, is everything that a person says when they're in a good mood fake? When a child says "I love you, daddy!" after you buy them an icecream cone, is it because they really do or because they're just reacting to the sudden euphoria of ice cream? I'm not saying that they necessarily do...it's a hard question to answer, but I do believe that MDMA doesn't magically makes you into a complete liar. Stretching the truth, perhaps, but not outright lies.
Also, I've been at work for more than 24 hours at this point, so I apologize if the above was incoherent or seemed unusually gruff.
EDIT: Oh, and LSD eventually peters out too, at least for me...you have to feed the drug experiences with reality and make an effort to integrate them, otherwise they're all going to seem like they take place in hollow cartoon worlds.
What is all this shit about being 'fake' when you're on MDMA?
If you're a poser/dickhead when you're sobre, you're gonna be a poser/dickhead when you're rolling, that is fact. I look at life completley differently since I first rolled, and it gives me a much needed release with my friends. I also love ketamine, but MDMA is my ultimate high. It is better than sex.
EDIT :: ^ That may be down to me having too much sex, or managing to keep the magic with MDMA because I don't abuse it. Take your pick, but MDMA is the fucking don.