Retrospect
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 5, 2006
- Messages
- 336
It's not worth it.
It's always just once.. and then it leads to, "Oh, I can afford a few more hits." etc.. and eventually your out of cash.. fiending so bad your blood itches. It sucks. Bad. It's not worth it at all.
I can't lie.
The rush is intense. Very euphoric. Extremely intense. The after effect for a few was pretty good as well. But it's very short lived.. and the come down is fucking hell.
I'm telling you from expierence. I used to work in Florida. I was making mad money down there. Easily supported a grand a week crack habit.. Or more if I could afford it. Crack, Coke, and Xanax was pretty much a daily thing. Exstacy was thrown in the mix a few times as well.
But when your searching the floor.
Looking for hits that you 'thought' fell on the floor..
Thought you hid..
Trying to convince yourself and your buddy.
Scoping everywhere.. All these little white pieces, etc..
Trading GPS's, etc.. For crack.
It's bad. Being up at 5 am for work.. 60 hours a week, 6 days a week..
2,000 miles away from your home.. Working for 29 an hour.. building tanks. Sometimes not getting to sleep until 4:30 in the morning.. because the crack ran out at 2:15.. and your done searching.. can't sleep.
Or sometimes just not sleeping at all.. and smoking crack all night.. sum times at work..
It's not worth it.
It's always just once.. and then it leads to, "Oh, I can afford a few more hits." etc.. and eventually your out of cash.. fiending so bad your blood itches. It sucks. Bad. It's not worth it at all.
I can't lie.
The rush is intense. Very euphoric. Extremely intense. The after effect for a few was pretty good as well. But it's very short lived.. and the come down is fucking hell.
I'm telling you from expierence. I used to work in Florida. I was making mad money down there. Easily supported a grand a week crack habit.. Or more if I could afford it. Crack, Coke, and Xanax was pretty much a daily thing. Exstacy was thrown in the mix a few times as well.
But when your searching the floor.
Looking for hits that you 'thought' fell on the floor..
Thought you hid..
Trying to convince yourself and your buddy.
Scoping everywhere.. All these little white pieces, etc..
Trading GPS's, etc.. For crack.
It's bad. Being up at 5 am for work.. 60 hours a week, 6 days a week..
2,000 miles away from your home.. Working for 29 an hour.. building tanks. Sometimes not getting to sleep until 4:30 in the morning.. because the crack ran out at 2:15.. and your done searching.. can't sleep.
Or sometimes just not sleeping at all.. and smoking crack all night.. sum times at work..
It's not worth it.