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Is bluelight a bad influence on you?

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I dont know if this belongs in DC but thats all i could think of for an appropriate place.


anyways, when i created my account here at bluelight I was 17 years old, and i was just a huge stoner. i did some other drugs every once in a while, but drugs fascinated me and i made an account here after just reading topics for 6 months or so. now its 2008 and im a heroin addict and i've done almost every single drug, and im extremely knowledgeable about drugs in general too. i'm not saying that bluelight did this to me, but i'm just saying.. well i dont know what im saying. is bluelight a "bad influence" on you too?
 
Yes it can be and is most of the time mostly because I crave getting high when im here. I also crave needle use when im here while out in the real world I barely ever think about IV use.

But I am glad I found my way here because of many of the safety procedures ive learned, what to do and not to do in many circumstances, and of course ive made friends here so I dont in any way regret coming or ever being here.
 
lol no.... an online forum board isn't influencial at all really... reading somethings may trigger me to want to shoot some dope, but other than that... not really
 
it has been influencial to me. but i also should add that i probably would have wound up where i am right now if i wasnt on bluelight either. and bluelight has taught me all i know about harm reduction and proper IV techniques ect.
 
most definitely. reading about people doing drugs here always makes me want to do drugs. whenever i think of quitting drugs i realize ill need to quit bluelight as well and that seems just as difficult.
 
Well I'm an adult. I think it would have been bad if I was younger. Sometimes I think Bluelight is a bad influence at making me want to try things, but there is also the fact that Bluelight's information has helped me avoid somethings that could have been harmful and informed me.
 
Hmm my addictive activities peaked just before I found bluelight, I had been shooting H for over a year when I first found BL. There are a lot of peole who encourage people to quit or not to start H or other hard addictive drugs (coke, meth, H,etc..). I will prolly post on the dark side when I decide to fully quit H and I bet people will be awesome and supportive.. so its a double edged sword.. I find it to be very straight up, people will tell you how it is and not lie to you, if you want to know something about drugs..

So no I'd say BL is not bad influence on me.

My parents think all my using friends are bad for me and their parents fell the same about me, but we are all adults, me being the youngest at 24, and we all make our own decisions and would do H on our own without any of the others around..
 
bluelight has given me information which I have successfully applied to reduce harm to myself or others.

well, only once so far, but hey, cool. it also provides lots of social-comfort.

I would say blue-light is a good influence on me. It hasn't shown me or tempted me to do anything I wasn't going to anyway.
 
I'd consider myself a bad influence to Bluelight.

Perhaps one day, maybe, I'll influence a change in at least one person's drug behavior and save them from a life of shame, jails, institutions, HIV and death.
 
center said:
I'd consider myself a bad influence to Bluelight.

Perhaps one day, maybe, I'll influence a change in at least one person's drug behavior and save them from a life of shame, jails, institutions, HIV and death.
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Perhaps one day, maybe, you'll get HIV. From your cell-mate.:)
 
I'd say Bluelight has had a positive influence on me. Reading posts about how bad addictions can get and the devestating effects they can have on your life really encouraged me to quit and get my shit together. Anytime I consider partying like I used to you, I simply spend 5 minutes in The Dark Side and my mind is changed for me.
 
BL changed me from being a docile pothead to a cocksucking speedball fiend with an addiction to jenkem.
 
not really...

even though ive never done it before, I could cook up some dope correctly right now if i had to. thanks bluelight.
 
No, Bluelight has taught me a lot about how to safely use drugs. I have put that knowledge to work and informed other people why *such and such* is dangerous to do together. My friends love it and my old dealer used to call me up constantly with questions about drugs.

I think Bluelight has had a really positive effect in reducing the harm caused by drugs.
 
Bluelight provides a virtual "environment" for me where it's okay to do things like take massive ego-dissolving doses of LSD and to stick needles in my arm. But on the other hand, the circles I move in in the real world are the same way. Bluelight gives me some sense of perspective and some intellectual approaches to this shit that I've always been interested in (though new here I've been researching and shooting the shit about drugs on the Internet since alt.drugs.* and paranoia.lycaeum.org :) ), which is sorely lacking in the real world, and also affords me a great sense of community. Bluelight & bluelighters have helped me deal w/depression, addictions issues & so on and have been there for me even though they are not "there" so to speak. This site improves the quality of my life and the quality and safety of my drug use. With respect to quantity, well, maybe, I dunno. Posting, reading & modding talk about drug use on the computer on a daily basis sure keeps those things in the forefront of my mind. But whether I'm strung out, spun out, or staying clean, drugs are a part of my life, and I'm thankful for an avenue where I can talk about it openly, realistically, and thoughtfully.
 
recons said:
BL changed me from being a docile pothead to a cocksucking speedball fiend with an addiction to jenkem.
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ew you plug jenkem??

bluelight has been a great influence on me, helped me come out of my shell (nude pics lol) keeps me educated, helped me become more out spoken...no one on here has ever influenced me to do something i shouldnt do
 
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