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Is anyone else W/D'ing today? Post in here...

I was actually going to start my withdrawals today but I made some quick cash and copped a bund of some decent dope. I'm hoping to finish what I have left tomorrow and start my withdrawals over the weekend so going to work on Monday isn't a BITCH. I have some suboxone, and xanax, and a lil bit of weed that I'm saving for the day that I run out of beaut.

Anyways, good luck guys. I can relate to what most of you are saying and hope all you guys can find an efficient way to end this vicious love/hate cycle that is opiate addiction.
 
Yha I've only scored a tenth of smack today had to go to work and the wifes bitching up a storm been sick almost all day get paid tomarrow and noones extending any credit stigy punks in this neck of the world
 
StartedHydro said:
Opiates are a bitch.

We all know that we depend on them after the we abuse them. We depend on them to feel normal and no longer get high. We spend a lot of cash on the stuff. We run out and withdraw and get passed the hardest days and for whatever god for saking reason we all go back and get more once we can and start the cycle over again.


my thoughts exactly. ugh :\ :(
 
Today is one week with no full agonists! Just bupe twice in the past week, but mostly just loperamide. Its un-fucking-believable how much better it makes me feel. It doesnt give me the depression bupe does (I know many say bupe has anti-depressant properties, but not in my brain :( ). Bupe relieves symptoms better, but makes me want to press a .357 magnum to the roof of my mouth. Loperamide doesnt give any psychoactive effects for me, but I feel much more... stable might be the word.

Oh well, heres to a week! Cheers!
 
way to go matt_himself. After the first week, you are in the clear so to speak.

I think it is funny that some people are tending to get high and post in here rather than pist during wd.
 
I get the same thing Matt, for me Loperamide did wonders, it helped with the physical pain a decent amount but the best part was that it made my menal state much better, it kept my mind off the drug and withdrawls. the only negative part was no sleep and a little RLS but my mind was in a good enough state to ignore that alltogether.
 
Here is my story:
I usually chip on the weekends but occasionally I'll do 1 - 2 bags a day for a month or so then stop cold turkey. I find that day one is a breeze, and day three sucks the most. I'm on day three at the moment and I'll I want to do is curl up and sleep. I finally ate something today and ingested some lopermide and advil. Feeling a bit better but being at work sucks.

live and learn I guess.
 
I am w/d'ing from alcohol at the moment. I have a small stash of gabapentin, which seems to be helping me stay motivated not to drink. Also a small opiate w/d.

Are you all speaking of loperamide hcl? As in otc immodium?

How many mg do you normally take? It's been about 2 weeks since I started my w/d from daily kratom usage, and a mini-addiction to some hydrocodone I got.

I am fully aware of the physical symptoms of alcohol and opiate w/d, just curious about loperamide. Isn't it an opiate itself, but it just doesn't cross the blood/brain barrier?

I have some orange flavored disintegrating alprazolam, clonazepam, propranolol and herb to chill me out. Although, I am also somewhat w/d'ing from weed because I've had the same stuff for almost 4 months and I have rare connections to good dank at the moment.

At least I'll be on a vacation to Cali in 2 weeks. I'm just going to walk up to random peeps and just ask if they can get any dank. Proper terminology in Cali, or is it headies/60's/flame/etc???

BTW, I just took two Trader Joe's Grapefruit Powder Extract pills to potentiate the benzo's, and I think it's working. I'm so mellowed out...:\
 
I can't sit, lie, stand still whatever. I'm listening to Gillian Welch and I wish I had some morph. The nostalgia is even stronger when I look at the chemical structure on wikipedia. This is not funny. :(
 
dank will work fine in cali. but i would say the most cali way to say it would be "trees" ask for trees and theyll think your cool as shit and probably just from another town in cali or something and hook you up with some dank outdoor organics or whatever you want. i love cali, i love its weed, up and down the coast. never smoked weed there that wasnt top notch.
 
Thanks for the praise before. My problem is going to be staying off, cause in my mind it was decided that I dont want to. Odd how I can consciously say I dont want to use opioids anymore, while I know Im lying to myself. Im a psychology major, and even looked at dependency issues, but I cant begin to shed light on how I can lie to myself and believe it. I figure my other half should call bullshit :p . I take my loperamide at night before bed so I can wake up without feeling hot and cold (which I get at like 2 weeks since now, but since Im substituting, I expect itll be bit more till I could be completely withdrawal free.

My other fear is knowing now that for about $15 a week I can be mostly withdrawal free (at least to the 300mg range, above I dont know...). Im willing to bed in the future I will use this as an excuse to get back into the swing of it, only stopping when the supply is out, or my money is gone.

And frankly, since I just typed it, and the idea is flowing through my mind freely, I think part of my addiction just grabbed the idea, and is saving it for another day. Damn me!
 
klowns said:
dank will work fine in cali. but i would say the most cali way to say it would be "trees" ask for trees and theyll think your cool as shit and probably just from another town in cali or something and hook you up with some dank outdoor organics or whatever you want. i love cali, i love its weed, up and down the coast. never smoked weed there that wasnt top notch.

Very cool my friend, I am so psyched about finally seeing the west coast (Chi-town here.) I'll be going up from Napa/Sonoma and then will be taking Highway 1 all the way down. I'll definately ask for some "trees" while I'm in the Redwood National Forest :) Thanks for the tip. =D
 
WD from opiates suck, but when I add soma to the mix i am wrecked for days if i quite cold. One thing positive I can say about opiate WD's they made a much better planner out of me ;-)
 
Ugh, Im in between classes and I feel lousy. Not nearly as bad as I might, but I can tell tapering below 10mg of loperamide is not gonna be easy...

12mg I feel fine, 10mg I feel way to hot and a bit nauseas. I can still carry out my daily routine, but its an ordeal. But Im gonna wait for tonight to take more. After all, if I feel shitty now, I might as well tough it out a little longer and hope it helps :(
 
I take loperamide so I don't have the acid butt shits the next day hahahah :p

Only 2-4mg though, and it doesn't have narcotic properties for me. Are you getting w/d's from it? Just go get some more Immodium man
 
This time the withdrawls were easily 5 times worse than they have ever been, probally due to the fact that I got to the point where I had to dose every 4 hours on pods to keep withdrawls away. I switched to tramadol for awhile before quitting cold turkey a week ago. My god this has been hell.

The worst is obviously over with, but Im still experiencing pain in my legs/back as well as insomnia and chills. The depression is killing me.

Ive been spending the last couple of days contemplating a relapse... why? because I honestly feel like I cannot find a reason not to. I feel horrible, its been a week and its not really improving much day by day. Im depressed, Ive always been and opiates cured that. So why not? Why shouldnt I just except the lifestyle and go back? Ive been doing this for years, why not the rest of my life?

Mabye I should get high as fuck, so I can intentionally fail a piss test just to get on bupe treatment... I know this line of thinking is just my mind trying to trick me, but Im beginning to think the relapse is inevitable.

God help me, Im suppose to be a man. Instead I am a wreck, starring in the mirror with a couple of percs on my tougue, crying trying to decide whether I should swallow or spit the damn pills out... a fucking war waging inside of me. I cant do this anymore, Ive never made it this far. I should be proud, but instead Im ready to give up.
 
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