i think many people use the disease model as a copout to relapse over and over..i have used many different drugs and only became hooked on opiods/opiates(heroin oxy, nubain, methadone)..i am clean now so do i feel like i have a disease, a brain disease??no, no at all as i dont even have cravigs whatsoevr...i DO realize that i know there is a very quick fix for unhappiness, disocntentment, boredom etetc and that quick fix is in the form of opiods...i know there is an incredible euphoria that can be experienced viz my drug of choice....we are all addcted to pleasure whether it be rom jerking off, sports, sex or whatever...
btw, i have went to a few meetings back in the day but i found them very SELF DEFEATING....to be honest they didnt make much sense to ME, they did me no good to hear war stories of addicts...i dont believe in the 12 steps, i simply believe in common sense, thats all i need to stay clean imo...