I CANT FUCKING STAND...I mean, There aint WORDS to describe how much this shit bothers me...To the point where even if i am in a snooty restaurant in a evening gown, i will still not be able to control my extreme discomfort when i hear it....
The sound of peoples forks or knives scraping and screeching on the plate when they eat.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Seriously, that shit sends fuckin CHILLS thru my spine. Its worse than foil biting even. I try really really hard to keep it under control but it FREAKS me the FUCK out. My folks always tellin me get over it, stop actin like a baby, etc, and i really wish i could, but this shit genuinely , severely bothers me.
When i hear metal forks scraping against the plate makin that eeeeeecccch kinda sound....or when people PUSH DOWN SO FUCKING HARD with their knife when they cut their meat,and they pushin down and its grinding and screeching across the plate sawing back and forth, especially when its totally possible to EASILY cut it by just gently pressin down and cuttin thru it, i bug the fuck out. Why do you have to PUSH DOWN when you scoop up your food on your fork? why cant you hold it sideways, on a slant, and lightly scoop up your food instead of directly pushin the points of the fork right down onto the plate and then dragging it all over while it goes SKREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and makes me get goosebumps all over my body and feel like Im bout to start foamin at the mouth.....
I dont know why people have to PUSH DOWN with their utensils to eat. Why cant they just use that shit to pick up their food and cut it with a normal amount of pressure that dont SCRAPE the knife/fork down on the plate and make that god awful noise?
It honestly embarasses me, the reaction that it gives me , becuz i really cant control it once it gets past a certain point....Little offenses i can put my hands over my ears and grind my teeth and try to chill out by humming a tune that blocks the noise out or somethin, but when somebody just KEEPS DOIN IT, and it aint just a little accidental scrape here and there but its just a constant screeching, I got to get up and leave , i seriously cant handle that shit. it really sucks eatin in a restaurant when somebody does this becuz if they do it really bad, I got to kinda suppress the shiver that runs down my spine and my scream of anguish when i hear it....

I really, really dont wanna be all crazy like that, i know its fuckin nutz...but i seriously cant help it..the sound, it sets off this physical , involuntary reaction in me....Worst fuckin torture ever...