internet is not reality.

It kinda bothered me for a while that I thought people would think I would somehow fuck him over as he is so well liked and respected. But then it didnt as it did not matter what other peoples perceptions were.

My perception was I was secure with someone who was respectful of women, wonderful in nature and also very trustworthy.

I was let down by my own take on a false reality. No one is who they seem.

We are talking a bit, not much as I think its too raw. But this is the ultimate nail in the coffin for trust in any friendship formed here. I just cant see how anyone can be who they say they are anymore.

I think its time to go and be where I was before this existed. I dont like the influence its had or losing people who never existed.

 

One time I was on America Online and pretended to be a busty young Korean girl.

Guys asked me for my picture.

I was on my friend's Dad's computer after a night out drinking.

I'm not sure where I was going with that, but I was amused at how easy it was to pretend to be something else for a laugh. I still laugh about it now.

 

what are we talking about here?

 

Ive lucked out with a group of people who I will always love and call my friend till my dying day. But some people have really fucked me over big time, some have just been not as they portray themselves here. I dont know.

Im just wary of all people because of a few mistakes I have made.

 

Yeah, hiding behind a keyboard is easier than putting up in the real.

It is easy to create a persona whom other users will confuse with your real personality in life.

Internet friendships are less demanding overall, as one can pick and choose when to take them up again.


I know that the last time I reached out to someone I was taking a big chance.

She turned out to be a head case, unable or unwilling to see the wood through the trees. She's a sad one really.

In five years she will be exactly where she is now: nowhere.

 

Edited-- Please refrain from directed personal attacks.

And Lizzie - I am sorry to hear. Hope you're ok mate. Would love to talk to you sometime. X

 

One time I was on America Online and pretended to be a busty young Korean girl.

Guys asked me for my picture.

I was on my friend's Dad's computer after a night out drinking.

I'm not sure where I was going with that, but I was amused at how easy it was to pretend to be something else for a laugh. I still laugh about it now.

omg that was you noodle?!

 

Oh yeah Dave,so Noodle is allowed to say that shit about me but I get told off for saying that. Ridiculous.

Fine I shall rephrase it.

Go away Noodle. It is clear you are talking about me and I do not appreciate it.

Better?

 

Actually. I wasn't claire.

 

Please don't bring any drama into blogs. Thanks.