EkittieX
Bluelighter
Demons wrestle with feelings of light
Spirits churning like the backside of a hurricane
What will end this maddening battle
Will I live this way forever?
When the best is not enough to give
I Reach inside and grasp for more
Trying to be something I am,
Feels worse than being something I’m not
For just a moment, meekness gives way to wildness
Guiltily, I must hide who I am
Though I understand their confinement,
My demons are suppressed
One day I will control those who are held captive within me
I will be who I am with no regrets
I can live unbound as I am meant
Until then I will be who I am not
Spirits churning like the backside of a hurricane
What will end this maddening battle
Will I live this way forever?
When the best is not enough to give
I Reach inside and grasp for more
Trying to be something I am,
Feels worse than being something I’m not
For just a moment, meekness gives way to wildness
Guiltily, I must hide who I am
Though I understand their confinement,
My demons are suppressed
One day I will control those who are held captive within me
I will be who I am with no regrets
I can live unbound as I am meant
Until then I will be who I am not
