HdoubleODeezy
Bluelighter
Well I have just fucked up BIG TIME.
Just got back from hospital (in for 4 days) - had to have a 1 1/2'' long needle removed from my groin. The fucking thing snapped off right at the end (the entire needle was completely submerged
in my groin).
The surgeons said I was lucky as fuck, as when they removed it it was missing my artery by just a couple millimeters.
Thats it for me, I'm throwing in the towel.
The hospital have me stable on 70mg methadone. I feel SO MUCH better than when I was on subutex. I have no physical WD and no mental cravings. Going to make a real go of it this time - I don't want to die. I've just been given a script from my GP for a regular methadone supply.
So just a word of warning folks - the needle I used had been used just once before, and it still snapped!
Damn.. that would have scared the SHIT outta me if a needle snapped off inside me. And im sure it did you. You were lucky man.. imagine if it hit the artery that wouldn't have been good. I think id "throw in the towel" after that too. especially since your GP is willing to write you a script for the methadone and you wont need to go to a clinic everyday.. sounds good to me. Im on suboxone so i also have the blessing of being able to bring my meds home with me and do as i wish with them.. good luck man and try to stick it out on the methadone but just forewarning you that methadone w/d's are hell. but good luck.