So just an update... I talk to you guys a lot cause I really have no one to talk to about this stuff, literally no one. That means that you guys get all my questions and updates. LOl I went to a pharmacy and picked up some 30g BD brand all they had, but it was better then the Walgreens ones that i have been poking myself with and have no success, and last night I tried one, which didnt work, mind you I hadnt slept in 2 days and jus got into it with my gf so I was exausted. Bruised the outside of my arm pretty good but oh well. I decided that I wasnt going to do any good to myself if I kept trying, it was already 4am going on day 3... went to bed about 7 am this am and slept till 3pm, decieded that it was time to give the gear another try plus I hate smoking it a lot it just seems like a waste. I made it all up and what not and decided that i should prolly take a hot shower first to get the blood flowing, normally i wait and do it after cause of things I have heard, although I have done it while the shower was going...lol today I decieded that I was going to try it while hot water was still making the blood pump... I have discovered that the 30g needle, although it might get clogged easier but going into the vein was almost painless, and I made sure to enter a little faster to avoid clogging it , but really NO mark at all. And went I went to register I must have been right outside the vein cause i got the little air bubble but i pushed just a little further in and I FINALLY after about 6 days of no register or half missed shots see a little blood trickle i pushed it a TAD more and SWOOSH... it was like old times(a month) ago... no resitance while pushing solution in and my hands stayed steady the whole time. Sorry it prolly is really bad that I am this excited but it has been a while since I had a COMPLETLEY SUCCESSFUL hit, but man once it was done that hot water had to go, felt like my skin was on fire .... not where the hit was like my back that had the hot water on it! Any ways I jus wanted to say thank you for all the advice and HR info that you gus give... if you can't tell I am feeling pretty good right now! anymore tips you know of and wanna throw my way feel free. I will update when I finally do anyother shot, wont be for a while, to see if it was just luck or .....LOL
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