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ColdNorth

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Hello there. I've been off MDMA for about 4 years, started noticing some negative effects after about a year of continuous rolling so I withdrew from the whole scene. Recently I decided to try it again and it was great, almost like rolling the first times ever. The pills felt like quite pure MDMA since they're fine for chilling or making music at home, not that energetic by themselves.

Now over the last couple of weeks I've been trying to figure out what's a good dose and a good waiting period to make the roll have that <3-feeling. I've only had 2-4 days in between rolls but still with relatively small amounts (200-300mg) it seems I can do it quite often and enjoy the effects. Think I've rolled 4x in the last 2 weeks.

I've been an (legal) opiate addict for a long time and I'm mainly doing MDMA now because it really helps a lot with the lack of empathy and general lack of caring you get from constant opiate use. In a cold, dark country with mostly winter and lots of alcohol you would not believe how awkward people are socially and how apart everyone really is.


Pointless rationalisations aside, I'm posting to hopefully get a couple of answers from you pros, like:

- Does the crash that comes a few days later 'stack'? If I keep putting it off, will it become worse?

- What are some first 'you should probably take a break now' - symptoms I should look out for if rolling often?

- If I were to hippie flip, how should I mix the doses to best avoid the evil serotonin syndrome? Go easy on the MDMA part?

- What's an absolute maximum dose in one session that you shouldn't exceed for someone with a medium tolerance?

I'm an old fart, always been somewhat careful with drugs and managed to get away with very little damage considering it's been 16 years already. Bipolar to the point where the episodes have become psychotic 8o, but it's either meds or MDMA, they're not compatible. I know this can't go on for long without repercussions, perhaps a few weeks at most but I have my reasons for wanting to do it!

I appreciate any tips about safety you can give! Thanks in advance. Peace o/ %)
 
Do it every few weeks and you should be fine. Then maybe give yourself a couple of months break every now and then? The signs of doing too much can be brain zaps, loss of memory, tolerance getting higher etc.

As for dosing well that all depends on the person really. I wouldnt advise going much higher than half a gram in a night. Mainly because the initial rushes start to subside and you are left with stimulation. You will only need alot if you have a stupid high tolerance.

Respect the drug and it will respect you simple as that.
 
200-300mgs is a moderate to large amount.

For the safety and health of your HT receptors and health in general, you should be waiting the recommended 30-90 days. If you wait until you feel the "crash" (brain zaps, severe depression, depersonalization etc.) you are putting yourself in a very bad position.
 
Sadly, anywhere I look it seems like it's something that needs moderation to not fuck you up. Any brain problems are too much because they're so unpredictable and the wires are connected in so many ways. I wonder how I didn't take any big damage before, or atleast notice it.

Thanks for the answers. I'll just put them away for a while and go enjoy the summer :)
 
Dont worry so much, or think to yourself "have i done damage" so ofton. The chances are you havent. The more you think about it the more it will play on your mind. The brain has the ability to repair itself.
 
You're right, stressing isn't fun. I don't usually worry about these things as I know my more regular chemical friends well but something started ringing alarm bells today =)
 
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