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rustbeltgoldenchild

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Every lile 2-5ish months I'll randomly cop anywhere between a g and teener and have a few days where I turn into a little spun goon goblin for a few days. During a previous excursion I decided to go from lurking to being active on here so I don't go time blind and spend 12 hours gooning lol. Then once my bag is gone I'm logged off till next time.

For obvious reasons I'm pretty yappy with no filter when I'm posting on here. So I've got to shoot the shit with some great people. I always worry that someone I was mid convo with before returning to real life would check my profile and see I was inactive for like 5 months and assume I OD'd.

No real point to this post besides me being curious if anyone else's BL activity coincides with using.

Bonus question: when you see someone who went from posting kind of often to inactive for 5+ months does your mind go straight to OD? Or am I just neurotic?
 
Bonus question: when you see someone who went from posting kind of often to inactive for 5+ months does your mind go straight to OD?
I don't assume it's an OD, but that thought crosses my mind.
I also think about other possibilities...jail, car wreck, divorce, death in family, loss of interest in BL or the internet in general, recovery/sobriety, covert name change, change of DOC which reduces urge to write, alien abduction....
 
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I don't assume it's an OD, but that thought crosses my mind.
I also think about other possibilities...jail, car wreck, divorce, death in family, loss of interest in BL or the internet in general, recovery/sobriety, covert name change, change of DOC which reduces urge to write, alien abduction....
Another explanation mighr be a sudden conversion to some kind of religious fundamentalism or a cult.
Or becoming a Luddite. I admit that I am Luddite-curious, but if I were to take the plunge I'd post a goodbye note first.

There's another possibility...

You laugh, but I guarantee you there's more than one Bluelighter who believes that shit.
 
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