GetMeOutOfThisCRAP
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Oh God yeah. It's crazy but I've noticed that so many times. How exactly the same drug can seem to vary in euphoria for no clear reason from day to day.
Generally opioids will never be quite as good as when you first started them. They can certainly still be good. But they never quite reach that level again.
Also, as far as switching between different opioids. Call it partial cross tolerance, all it what you will but I've found it to be potentially quite inconsistent too.
Everyone from the very beginning knows that relying on opiates for anti-depressants/general mood elevators will result in nothing good. The very best recreational relationship one can have with them is one that's not a regular use scenario--where you only do them on occasional imo. Very few can moderate their use, and it takes time especially after former abuse patterns--but I do think it's possible!
This way you won't have to worry about withdrawals and actually benefit from the effects when you take them. It's really not worth gobbling them everyday. The low points that occur later in the addiction make any euphoria in the beginning not worth it.