In There.

[rewiiired]

If you went totally blind,
would all my hope be gone?
If you opened your eyes,
would you see Someone?

I'm the devil, guess you're god.
You're always right, I'm always wrong.
You're a sucess, I'm just getting by.
You never give up. Me? I never try.

I am
a nothing, a nobody,
opposed to an everything, somebody.
Just a pathetic disappointment.
Lack of focus. Disjointed.
That's how you seem to see me.

You're riding the truth on horseback,
always winning, forever trying.
I'm a looser, I gave up, I'm getting
fucked by all the lies I'm buying.

I am
a nothing, nobody,
opposed to an everything, somebody.
Just a pathetic disappointment.
Lack of focus. Disjointed.
That's how you seem to see me.

I can never seem to live up to
a nanometric inch of what you want me to be,
but at least you can count on not seeing what
you never expect to see.

This day is the first day of the
rest of your beautiful life.
As for me, cheers, one less day
I got to wait until I die.

I can never seem to live up to
a nanometric inch of what you want me to be,
only what you expect me to be:

I'm just
a nothing, a nobody,
opposed to an everything, anybody.
Just a fucking pathetic disappointment.
Lack of focus. So disjointed.
That's all you seem to think
I can be.

That's all I am in your eyes
when I look in to see if you care,
and I think to myself, good thing
I'm not really living in there.

If you went totally blind,
would all my hope be gone?
If you opened your eyes,
would you recognize me, mom?