I've checked up the prices of small flats in North West London, I mean the area with good underground and bus connection. It's not that bad actually, 100£ for a single room, 120£ for two persons. I just need someone to move in with me. I don't understand people, I guess it's already in mentality of Poles they're afraid. I asked a lot of people that I know they can't do anything here and nobody wants to go. And the knowledge of English is not the problem. Most of my friends are female, I'm not currently with anyone sadly. I'm offering as a friend of course and they know it. I lived with girls in London before and it wasn't like something happened. Well, there are still 2 people, both girls. But the first one has just turned 18 and I guess her parents won't let her go although she can decide for herself. The other one isn't Polish and lives outside the EU, a visa may be a problem. Yeah, and both are my ex-gfs. Anyway, I can maintain friendship with the vast majority of my ex-girlfriends, and there are no problems. It's definitely not as if we never were together, the feeling is still different than if e.g. we never slept together. God, I don't want to live alone so much. It's not about that extra money I'd have to pay because it's not much. My whole life now is like loneliness...
