danjenks44
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Basically i have been doing alot of mdma in the last few months, sniffing, gumming it etc.. the whole lot.
Im worried because im a very skinny 17 year old and have a defined, slim face. Ive noticed recently how my face has become very hollow and pale. often people have refereed to how i look like a corpse or a crack head. ive always had a defined jaw line and cheekbones. now i feel that my cheekbones are sticking out alot more and they dont look healthy. my guess is that ive lost weight alot on my face because of sniffing/gurning ect.. ive noticed now that from the last roll my jaw muscles have almost doubled in size from constant gurning and is still aching today. also my eyes are looking really tired, hollow and dull all the time. its really effecting my happiness atm. i was just wondering what it could be the md? the gurning? etc.. I was wondering if anyone knows if this damage is permanent? also does anyone know about the jaw? if the muscles will eventually die down and go back to normal size. i want to look healthy again. The main worry i have is my jaw and how it has effected my appearance.
Sorry for the paragraph but if anyone knows anything or anyone who has experienced a similar thing to me it would be great to see some feedback.
Nice one guys.
Im worried because im a very skinny 17 year old and have a defined, slim face. Ive noticed recently how my face has become very hollow and pale. often people have refereed to how i look like a corpse or a crack head. ive always had a defined jaw line and cheekbones. now i feel that my cheekbones are sticking out alot more and they dont look healthy. my guess is that ive lost weight alot on my face because of sniffing/gurning ect.. ive noticed now that from the last roll my jaw muscles have almost doubled in size from constant gurning and is still aching today. also my eyes are looking really tired, hollow and dull all the time. its really effecting my happiness atm. i was just wondering what it could be the md? the gurning? etc.. I was wondering if anyone knows if this damage is permanent? also does anyone know about the jaw? if the muscles will eventually die down and go back to normal size. i want to look healthy again. The main worry i have is my jaw and how it has effected my appearance.
Sorry for the paragraph but if anyone knows anything or anyone who has experienced a similar thing to me it would be great to see some feedback.
Nice one guys.
