I'm Trying.

[KaNdEbUtTaHfLy]

Sometimes on sleepless nights
My mind gets filled with cluttered thoughts.
They're all of you of course,
Though, given the choice I'd choose otherwise.
What eludes my memory though
Is what I used to think on sleepless nights
When your arms were wrapped around me.
I'm trying to remember...
Last night I wondered what it was
That I thought about before you came along.
I couldn't grasp those memories either,
Perhaps I'm trying too hard.
Tonight I'll be missing you again
Sometimes it seems like the more I try to forget,
The more I end up remembering.
Perhaps I'm not trying hard enough.
Tomorrow won't change anything.
You still won't be there as I toss and turn.
Actaully you will, you just don't know it.
Am i even trying at all?

 

[harraser]

Tonight I'll be missing you again
Sometimes it seems like the more I try to forget,
The more I end up remembering.
Perhaps I'm not trying hard enough.
I know how that feels.

 

[badboybrian]

steffie, i know how strong you are. this is all part of the process. ill tell you now, and i guarantee, it WILL get better in time. its perfectly natural to feel this way. but slowly, and gradually, it'll seem less and less important. and you'll eventually move on.
i wish you the best of luck on your journey. although it may be rough, i hope it'll be swift. you know i love ya massively and you should know that if you ever need someone, you know where to look.
see you in a few days.

 

[E-girl]

Tonight I'll be missing you again
Sometimes it seems like the more I try to forget,
The more I end up remembering.
dammit ant, you and i always want to quote the same things share a brain, do we??
i can relate to this. memories can be so beautiful, yet so painful.