i'm trembling

[Mellabopper]

i'm trembling right now
i'm shaking
worried
that everything has just been lost
i cant even breathe
i cant mutter a word
i'm speechless
scared
afraid
almost broken
please have some faith in me
you are all i want right now
dont give up on me just yet
whats past is past
i was willing to forget what you have done
arent you willing to do the same for me?
i dont know what to say
i dont know how to fix it
or make it better
i'm just afraid
of losing you
like this
now
please say you'll stay with me
i dont know what else to say
or what else to give you that i havent already
i dont want to lose you
please
just listen
know
that i am here
waiting for you
with open arms at all times
please
just dont leave
3-13-01
Mellabopper
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"damn the man, save the empire!" - empire records
Corruption is key.

 

[Sara Tonin]

Anyone who has been broken up with can relate to this. It's the whole process of bargaining that we go through to cope with such a loss. You've captured the emotions perfectly

 

[cand-E bamber]

man.. who hasnt been in that place before? im sorry your going through that. *keep your chin up* youll move on.. its all a matter of time. i can sympathize/empathize.

 

[mirabii]

hey mel, powerful stuff there. it truely vibrated through every part of my being. it's so hard to stand in the face of loosing someone, especially when you feel like there's something you've done that's pushed them away... take care
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if you found out you were dreaming, would you want to wake up?
Please don't interrupt me. That last sentence took a lot of effort to think of and now I have to think of another one.

 

[~*Meg*~]

....that gave me chills and if I wasn't at work right now I would probably be crying. A lot of what you said, unfortunately hits home with me...but on a slightly different level than a break up.
Please keep writing and sharing.
Take Care,
The MegMeg
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Weep not sad soul, nor forget, that sunrise never failed us yet.

 

[Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR]

=*o(
im so glad i made up with my bf last nite.. or i'd prolly be crying at my desk ryte now..
<~ loves mella

you rawk gurlie!
*smooch*
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*Don't frown, 'cause you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile*