About a month ago, I took my first cap of molly. It looked almost like a mixture of crystals and powder, or just the crystals had broken up a bit at the bottom. Anyways i was well aware on who i got it from and asked a couple of people who used it already that it was good.
I ended up taking it at a Bassnectar concert. My friend left me to use the bathroom while i was outside smoking, and for some reason i just got this instinct to go find my friend. I ended up going to the bathroom, not finding her and sweating balls in a bathroom stall freaking out not knowing what to do. She finally found me, and i felt instant relief of anxiety and we took a walk to my car to be alone and relax. The feeling of being sick came back and forth along with being hot and freezing cold the whole night (did eat prior). I started rolling when i was in my car relaxing and i loved it, i found softer music a little more appealing but it felt like it lasted only about 20 min until i felt sick again after that. When i returned to the venue everyone was doing their thing, dancing harmless and almost angelic like mixed with being cracked out but it really freaked me the hell out when i made i contact with anyone
and i ended up leaving. In the moment i literally felt like everyone was possessed and i was just turned off by the whole scene, but when im not rolling i love the music, i understand what everyones doing, why they look like that and i know everyones basically in a really happy state of mind (also its kinda cool but i cant listen to any of the songs i listened to when i was rolling, it literally brings back everything and i almost get nervous but then hype at the same time).
Im attending Bonarroo this year, which is about 2 weeks away and i really really really want to try molly again because at one point i did feel extremely good on it, but im hoping its better than before, especially when im going to be far away from home. Ive learned that i need to be little more relaxed when i take it and let just things go, knowing nothing bad will happen, but ive seen these sick hot cold or paranoid feelings happen to common users. I am prescribed to 30mg IR adderal twice daily. I dont take it with my molly, but i take it in the morning, and sometimes the come down of Adderal tends to give me anxiety and chest pains. Im wondering if either my adderal is giving me a bad roll, or if i just need to learn to control myself a little better. I just want to get the full positive effect of molly that everyone loves and enjoy some good music at Bonaroo.
I ended up taking it at a Bassnectar concert. My friend left me to use the bathroom while i was outside smoking, and for some reason i just got this instinct to go find my friend. I ended up going to the bathroom, not finding her and sweating balls in a bathroom stall freaking out not knowing what to do. She finally found me, and i felt instant relief of anxiety and we took a walk to my car to be alone and relax. The feeling of being sick came back and forth along with being hot and freezing cold the whole night (did eat prior). I started rolling when i was in my car relaxing and i loved it, i found softer music a little more appealing but it felt like it lasted only about 20 min until i felt sick again after that. When i returned to the venue everyone was doing their thing, dancing harmless and almost angelic like mixed with being cracked out but it really freaked me the hell out when i made i contact with anyone
and i ended up leaving. In the moment i literally felt like everyone was possessed and i was just turned off by the whole scene, but when im not rolling i love the music, i understand what everyones doing, why they look like that and i know everyones basically in a really happy state of mind (also its kinda cool but i cant listen to any of the songs i listened to when i was rolling, it literally brings back everything and i almost get nervous but then hype at the same time).Im attending Bonarroo this year, which is about 2 weeks away and i really really really want to try molly again because at one point i did feel extremely good on it, but im hoping its better than before, especially when im going to be far away from home. Ive learned that i need to be little more relaxed when i take it and let just things go, knowing nothing bad will happen, but ive seen these sick hot cold or paranoid feelings happen to common users. I am prescribed to 30mg IR adderal twice daily. I dont take it with my molly, but i take it in the morning, and sometimes the come down of Adderal tends to give me anxiety and chest pains. Im wondering if either my adderal is giving me a bad roll, or if i just need to learn to control myself a little better. I just want to get the full positive effect of molly that everyone loves and enjoy some good music at Bonaroo.
