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I'm taking a break

doofhard

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I was going to post this last night when I suffered from a very messy comedown but decided that I have had these thoughts alot lately but once the comedown goes I purposely forget that I was thinking of a break.

This time it's stuck and I mean it. There is a number of things that have been pushing me in this direction for a while. 1. This was the one that hit home, a couple of weeks ago I was talking with my mum (I still live at home) and we were talking drugs, good and bad points about them. I was pretty much on all the positives, not really thinking I suffered from the negitives. Then she said but what about the next two days after I have been out and I treat her like shit. I didn't think I was treating her bad I was just trying to avoid as much contact as possible and therefore when we talked it was short and blunt and came accross rude and moody.

The other things are just what I would expect to be normal reasons to take a break, such as, taking multiple pills over a night and i'm not just talking 2, the nights out have become every weekend and everyone with pills+, the nights out have become from about 7-9pm when something it taken to start the night, then all night till the club closes, then of the last month or so, at a day club for most of the day and yesterday even after, when we went back to someones house and had some lines of speed, not that I wanted it it was just there.

Until my Mum told me that obversely I do suffer from comedowns I never knew. I have only 2 until yesterday I remember as being bad, new years of last that was about 5 days of feeling like death and about 2 months ago.

Im still going to go out as much as possible, I know I love the scene, love the music but just a decent break from pills (minimum 3 months thats the plan)

Im just going to out on different things, such as small amounts of alcohol (because I don't want to be a drunk wanker) maybe some speed on maybe a monthly basis for big nights. For the rare but huge events that I go to such as one in two weeks i'll take 1,4B.

I think this is a good start for me, I know I can go out straight and have a ball, just can't do it for as many hours. The only thing that worries me is sometimes when I talk to straight people when I'm off they aren't fun to talk too.

I have taken a break before (for about a month) after new year of last, the break worked but quickly grew back. This time I figure a good break then pills like once a month. The other good thing about doing this is you can pick the best pills of the whole month.

I wanted to put this up for me just to confirm what must be done
 
Welcome to the real World.

It's been about 6 months between drinks for me. Don't have the urges to drop any more. Although I know I eventually will, it just feels great not to have that urge. Kind of makes ya nervous the next time you do go out and drop. Almost like a first time everytime.

Here's a quick tip I learnt. Don't set your self any long term goals when it comes to any form of drugs. Take one day at a time and before you know it your 3 month break won't be such a big shock. I couldn't imagine thinking at the end of a night I have to wait another 3 months before I could drop. I just get on with life and take one day at a time. Can't believe it's been 6 months and I still havn't dropped. Although your body will take a three month break, it's also very important your mind take a 3 month break I guess. Try and reflect on what you have learnt. Do out door things. I went fishing, hunting for pigs, camping. What gives you that natural kick in life? I hope everything goes well for ya.

Here's another quick tip. It's always good having two groups of friends. The ones that drop, and the ones that don't. I guess for me I was lucky that all my mates wern't pillers.


Cheers buddy. :)
 
Just one other thing while i'm on this break should I keep taking 5htp or won't there be any point since I wont be destroying my brain.
 
1. Havn't seen a pig in about 2 years down here in Victoria. I must be the unluckiest shooter around I think. Drought has killed off and scared alot of animals away to the more wet parts of Australia. Duck season cancelled this year sucked too. And quale. Don't let me get into that. Shooting has been real poor. Fishing is great though.

2. I also forgot to mention that HTP has worked wonders for me. I did a little trial on my self for about two months while I was off pills. I would have 1 HTP pill everynight before I went too bed. For some reason I would sleep 4-6 hours and feel like I slept a whole day. I was also dreaming for the first time in along time. Happy dreams. I can't explain it. I only had it before I went too bed. After the two months I stopped taking it. Now everynight I sleep only 6 hours and thats plenty. I tell ya it's wierd shit. I only have it before a big night, then 200mg the next day. But thats my opinion. Everyone is different. Anyway just my two cents.

Good luck to ya mate. Stay happy & healthy.


Cheers. :)
 
Good luck.

After going almost a year straight with very few breaks, I took a 20+ week break from pills and even when I came back I noticed stuff all difference in how pills were effecting me. My long break occured too late and I had developed so much tolerance that I doubt I ever could even experience a slight bit of magic. I used to pre & post load all the time too, but still it only delayed the ineviable when you take a drug of dependency like MDMA - the feeling that the drugs don't work anymore.

Enjoy your break, you'll probably find it being one of the more lucid periods of your life. It certainly was for me and I enjoying the benefits of my current break now.
 
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I've had a few good breaks of over three months off everything and I found that not only was I forgetting or putting off taking a break after the comedown but I'd also forget the reasons I'd quit after I felt good from the break.

It took me about four years to quit pot and now I've just about made 2 years without. Most of my friends still smoke 24\7 and there's a sesh on at mine all the time but I don't even feel tempted. I don't think there is anything wrong with pot but I've had my day. Now I just have pills and K in spits and spats. I still like too many pills in a night but I'm a pig.

When I gave up pot I was so bored and felt like something was missing all the time. I'd just lay on my bed and stare at the walls. I wished I had some paint so I could watch it dry but I soon started doing stuff to fill in time and before I knew it I actually had a life again.

Anyway I hope you find what you want.
 
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