i'm sorry

[Squirt]

to my best friend, someone who is always there for me when i need him -
i'm sorry i couldn't be there
to look through the bars with you.
i'm sorry i couldn't give you
every dime and cent in my name.
i'm sorry i couldn't help
or even give you my support.
i'm sorry i wasn't able
to even talk to you on the phone.
i'm sorry i couldn't offer you
even my hand to hold.
i'm sorry i couldn't do anything
when you may have needed me.
i'm sorry that i'm so far away
and unable to help you through.
i'm sorry that i let you down
in your time of need.
i've said this a million times,
and i'm going to say it once more -
any time you need me,
for anything at all,
all you have to do is let me know,
and all you have to do is ask,
and i'll be with you in a flash
(maybe not in physically,
but at least psychologically).
please don't ever forget that.
miss you.

 

[vurtomatic]

i know that feeling of not being there (albeit not in the exact situation)... the helplessness, inadequacy... and u try to tell urself the person knows u're there for him/her but it never sounds convincing enough, least of all to urself.
not knowing specifics, i hope everything gets resolved.
*hugs*