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Im so so close, oh god tears come to my eyes right now....

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surfer179

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im so fucking close, reality nearly feels so normal, i feel like i can touch reality in a sense, its amazing , i have tears in my eyes as i write this. The emotional numbness and pain i have had over the last 2 years has been hell, i am just so close to normal its just overwhelming, i want to thank everyone on here for their support, you have all been amazing help at putting me and others in the right direction, without this site i would still be in this shithole. i will still always be here to help others with there LTC. Thank you guys its been a long up and down trip but im finally nearly there.
 
Blulight gets a bad rep cause people don't look for threads like this! Great to see u happy op :)
I know I'd just be watching tv popping twice as many pills were it not for finding this site by accident. It's really a godsend for a lot of us I think.. So awesome to see :)
 
Cliffy78 said:
Blulight gets a bad rep cause people don't look for threads like this! Great to see u happy op :)
I know I'd just be watching tv popping twice as many pills were it not for finding this site by accident. It's really a godsend for a lot of us I think.. So awesome to see :)
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To the OP: congratulations, very glad to hear you've almost recovered. Though I never had a long and bad comedown (2 weeks max once after rolling back to back days and even that was awful) I can imagine it must be hell. We live and learn. Much love and heaps of happiness to you!
 
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thanks alot guys! i don't know why but for the last week i have been doing like 40mins of cardio each day and my recovery just seemed to fast forward so much. Its just unbelievable how much im nearly there now, everything seems to have come back to me,my brain feels like its just said " there you go, no more danger, return to normal" in a sense, its weird im just so happy :D
 
surfer179 said:
thanks alot guys! i don't know why but for the last week i have been doing like 40mins of cardio each day and my recovery just seemed to fast forward so much. Its just unbelievable how much im nearly there now, everything seems to have come back to me,my brain feels like its just said " there you go, no more danger, return to normal" in a sense, its weird im just so happy :D
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yesss
exercise makes you feel good isn't it? hang in there man :)
 
thanks guys, yeah exercise was something i never realised would make so much difference, i usually just do weights 4 times a week but i started too do cardio to drop down to 10% body fat from 15 at the moment, i been doing 40 minutes of intense inclined walking, and i come out the gym and i feel amazing, so much better, i look around my room now and i actually am forgetting what depersonalization felt like! :D its weird everything i have remaining (symptoms wise) they seem to just be going all together, like if i had a nap during the day i would wake up with BAD DR, but i can nap now and wake up the same, i woke up this morning fine, no dr nothing, nearly completely normal, just gotta have patience for the last bit, but least i know for sure its not permanent! hang in there guys!! you can do it, i am proof!!
 
So glad to hear you are feeling better!! : ) I suffered from a long term comedown for a year and a half (about 90% back now) and it also brings tears to my eyes to read posts like this. People can get better, and we DO!!!!
cheers mate!
 
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