I'm really thinking about scoring dope

[Just A Guy]

Thanks, bro. I don't count days. Makes me feel like I'm not making any progress when I relapse. (naturally) My proudest achievement was quitting methamphetamine back in 2004. Never looked back on that one. It left scars that scare me enough to keep me away. That's a good thing. Lately, it's a weakness for anything else, especially psychedelics and stimulants. I have this persistent memory of a pure flowing euphoria that hid all pain and made only the present important, and the present was wonderful. Thing is, the present is wonderful, I just need to feel it without "reinforcement."

 

[laCster]

Thanks, bro. I don't count days. Makes me feel like I'm not making any progress when I relapse. (naturally) My proudest achievement was quitting methamphetamine back in 2004. Never looked back on that one. It left scars that scare me enough to keep me away. That's a good thing. Lately, it's a weakness for anything else, especially psychedelics and stimulants. I have this persistent memory of a pure flowing euphoria that hid all pain and made only the present important, and the present was wonderful. Thing is, the present is wonderful, I just need to feel it without "reinforcement."

Yah I agree, I think counting days is a little silly. That's awesome man, meth is no joke man, it's not easy to get off many people who use meth never get clean, more so than heroin.

I know how you feel man, it's so easy to just think about the euphoria, but that is all lies. All drugs bring is heart ache and pain. You are strong man, you deserve so much in life! Don't let drugs inhibit your true potential! Think about all your good qualities; one is that you are very supportive and helpful .

 

[Just A Guy]

Thanks, laCster. Damn it, I need to get back to full time work, an exercise routine, life...