cj
Bluelight Crew
Hello old friends. I spent so much time here over the years that it is strange to not be here like I used to be. I registered my first account when I was 15 and I just turned 34 in November. That's fucking crazy!
No I'm not sober. Still doing whatever drugs I want and or can get. I'm still with the most amazing women who I don't deserve. We still have an apartment that the government pays for (suckers). I work for myself I mean I panhandle lol. Life's good I'm having fun. Some days still suck. But that's ok. I finally realized happiness is a choice. I decide everyday what my expectations are and that decides the probability of me being happy. It's simple yet profound.
No I'm not sober. Still doing whatever drugs I want and or can get. I'm still with the most amazing women who I don't deserve. We still have an apartment that the government pays for (suckers). I work for myself I mean I panhandle lol. Life's good I'm having fun. Some days still suck. But that's ok. I finally realized happiness is a choice. I decide everyday what my expectations are and that decides the probability of me being happy. It's simple yet profound.
