Hello Hard!
I am honored to introduce myself and welcome you to BL.
I'm ugly. I surf randomly through the threads. I post if something comes to mind.
This place is full of characters. Princesses, evil step sisters with big noses, Einsteins, hippies, political activists, writers, almost all helpful, with peace and grace and charm.
If you happen to step into a pile of pig shit, that's just somebody hating. You can try to get along with them. Good luck.
The good news is like probably 99% of BLers are helpful. Friendly. (If they are not friendly just use your ignore feature.) The community of drug users and abusers face reality on a daily basis and know that life is hard.
I'm old for this arena. I'm 53. I started smoking weed when I was about 14. I have used every drug I could get at one point or another... I long to feel euphoric all the time. I try out new perspectives with drugs. My father is 84, retired under cover LAPD narcotics officer. I've been reading drug related literature since I learned to read.
Once I read a theory that early man, baboons, gorillas, whatever beasts seem very human like, probably ate wild mushrooms, and that is what caused self awareness, consciousness, the human piece of the puzzle. Do you think that's possible?