SWIM Had A Dream
Bluelighter
One lovely evening my gf and I decided to indulge in some IM Esketamine (s+isomer) together. I dosed 100mg...she dosed 160mg (she takes meds and has a high threshold for all PD's) These doses were very high for the product in question....not for beginners.
Down the rabbit hole:
We fall into a very deep disassociation...memory stops recording for the most part...but I do remember we turned into balls of light energy and explored other planes of consciousness together, floating around one for a while...then quickly skipping off to the next as the "headspace" would dissolve into another, stranger realm. This went on for several iterations...when we returned to our bodies, we both agreed that divine command dictated (in both of our separate trips) that we become engaged to be married. We soaked it in for a while and agreed that it wasn't just the drugs. I asked her fathers permission and bought a diamond ring when the money came.
Fast forward 3 months later:
We are still happily engaged with a wedding date in a year and a half...what happened during that trip is beyond any ever experienced...The only unquestionable ++++ in my 15+ years of experimentation. Life changing experience. We are very much in love...she can't take many of the pd's that I can but she supports my research and packs bowls for me when (from time to time) my field of vision becomes completely saturated in hallucinations
Down the rabbit hole:
We fall into a very deep disassociation...memory stops recording for the most part...but I do remember we turned into balls of light energy and explored other planes of consciousness together, floating around one for a while...then quickly skipping off to the next as the "headspace" would dissolve into another, stranger realm. This went on for several iterations...when we returned to our bodies, we both agreed that divine command dictated (in both of our separate trips) that we become engaged to be married. We soaked it in for a while and agreed that it wasn't just the drugs. I asked her fathers permission and bought a diamond ring when the money came.
Fast forward 3 months later:
We are still happily engaged with a wedding date in a year and a half...what happened during that trip is beyond any ever experienced...The only unquestionable ++++ in my 15+ years of experimentation. Life changing experience. We are very much in love...she can't take many of the pd's that I can but she supports my research and packs bowls for me when (from time to time) my field of vision becomes completely saturated in hallucinations
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