Sleep deprivation, and propylhexedrine 250mg. Gotta stay up, so I am cleaning my romo and thinking of cleaning the whole house. Feel awake and energetic. Feel pretty good actually! W00t! Off to clean my room.
Drunk some poppy stem tea a couple of hours ago. Just made some more from half dead leaves and drinking that now. It is pretty bitter, that is a good sign
cooking some more muffins. just put them in the oven, so give me another 20mins or so and ill be scoffing down some herbed chocolate muffins. i want to go get me some methadone as well.
4:36 am and I just blew a oc20, blew a 40 earlier last night after withdrawaling ALL FUCKIN DAY! fronted my buddy 60 bucks to pay HIS dude back and he hit me back with 120mgs when his dude picked up more and fronted them to him to get rid of.
now i have 60 left and i want to blow a 40 but fuck that wouldn't leave me with much now would it.
Not very high atm. Had my tooth torn out today at the dentist, so I'm in a bit of pain. Had 10mg of diazepam and 50mg of codeine about 10 minutes ago. Should kick in soonish, then maybe I'll feel better.
I cant even drink myself to sleep or smoke weed without risking a dry socket.
Tis ghey...